BTS Sickfics [Volume 1]

~Drowning~

Disclaimer: This story is completely fictional and is only based on the author's imagination. Please do not attempt self-harm or suicide when you face problems. There are a lot of better ways to solve them.

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He's cramped up in the studio all day. They all complain when he doesn't make it home for meals, but he's yelled at for not getting his work done.

The music they produce is messing up his head. He can't think properly anymore. Eating becomes a problem.

Why can't I swallow this?

And then his throat is too painful to drink water. He shudders when he sees the vomit in the toilet. It's his. He feels dizzy and nauseous, but he has to keep going.

They're the Bangtan Boys after all.

His head is spinning. He just wants to drop to the ground and let his sight fall black. But what about his members? He can't let them down. So he starts to write a letter.

Dear all,

I'm sorry...

The letter started like this. He plans to continue it every day. He just wants to say something to his members without letting his emotions get the better of him.

He wishes that he lasts through the whole letter before completely drowning into himself.

But he has always been drowning.

But nobody knows. Not a single soul.

He knows that a person's body is filled with 60 to 70% of water. It's called science. It's knowledge that everyone knows.

Well? Guess what? He's drowning in that major part of his body.

It might just be a different type of drowning. But it's also drowning. All of him is going down, down, down. He's dropping. The only thing that isn't dropping...

Is his sadness.

It's rising day by day. He's depressed, but his emotions are trapped inside. Sometimes he wonders, whether he is dehydrated or not.