Edser In Love

Eda's fantasy!

This one is based somewhere between episode 12 and 13. When their relationship was very new but before Alptekin told Serkan truth about Eda's parents. So before the problems started.
I might kind of mix some of the timeline, so don't confuse it with the actual episodes. It's my own timeline of things but kind of adapted from the show.
PS:- Definitely a lot smut. So read at your own discretion. ⚠️ 🔞⚠️
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The morning had kind of started bad for Eda.
She was so in love. It was like the happy happy phase of their relationship. They had just started a few days ago when Serkan had stopped Eda from leaving for Italy. So they were in their so called "honeymoon phase of relationship". They were madly in love like teenagers. The first thing she did in mornings now was to call Serkan as soon as she woke up, that too video call. But today to her dismay, even though he picked up happily, she had seen Selin pass away behind him in his home study-cum-office room. She not even once doubted him because she knew Selin had just been stood up on her wedding day that too infront of wedding guests and paparazzi and her closest friend was Serkan, so obviously she had come for support. But she still felt insecure seeing Selin there. She didn't say anything to Serkan and had cut the call saying she was getting ready because he was coming to pick her up.
But then again he didn't come, so when she waited for more than an hour, she decided to call him and that's when she got to know his father had a heart attack. She was very worried and understood why he didn't come to pick her up. She wanted to come to hospital but he had adamantly refused and that's when she heard Selin's voice behind him on the phone. So Selin was with him in hospital. She didn't want to but she felt insecure.
And the third time it happened in the office that day when he came back. Even though he had acknowledged Eda and hugged her when he came back to office, but she had seen Selin comforting Serkan by holding his hands or patting him on back and arms throughout the day a few times. She knew they were friends since childhood but she felt insecure.
Even though she didn't want to tell Serkan anything or even show it because it wasn't even the right time, his father had suffered a heart attack and she was being extremely insecure even though she knew Serkan never loved Selin. But it was too late because Serkan had already noticed sadness in her eyes even when she smiled because that smile didn't reach her eyes as it normally did. And she was extremely quiet the entire day quite unlike her. So he knew something was bothering her. Even though they were quite new in their relationship, it felt like it had been years since they started dating. Because they could read each other's mind without even talking. Just eye contact was enough. He didn't like that she was sad and he needed to know what was bothering her.
So he tried asking once in the afternoon but she said everything was okay.
It was almost evening now and Serkan saw her packing up her stuff to leave for the day. Almost all the office was empty, only Engin was working in his office. He quickly closed his laptop and picked up his car keys and phone and went to her.
"Eda. Come on, we can go out for dinner and then I will frop you home."
Eda immediately replied.
"No Serkan, your family needs you right now. Your mom and dad. Go to them. We can go another time."
"Eda, I will go to them after I drop you. Come on. Let's go."
"Serkan no."
"Eda, I am not taking no for an answer. I want to spend some time with you baby."
Eda melted at the word baby. He had said it for the first time and it felt like her insides puddled. But she was not in the mood today. Although it was unreasonable, she still was feeling jealous of Selin. But she didn't want Serkan to know this because it was silly.
"Serkan, your dad.."
"Eda are you coming with me or should I pick you up?"
Eda was surprised at his words. She blushed a little.
"We are in office Serkan, you won't do anything like this."
"Ohh Eda, I can and I will."
He bent down a little to pick her up but she immediately understood what he was doing and almost shouted.
"Okay okay. I am coming with you."
Serkan gave his widest smile and Eda's heart melted at that. She walked with him to his car and they drove away.
She didn't speak anything the entire away and kept looking out. Serkan tried initiating conversations a few times but Eda didn't reciprocate. So something was definitely bothering her. He had initially planned to drive to a restaurant on the banks of Bosphorous but he changed his route and decided to go elsewhere. Eda immediately realised that he was changing the route, so she turned towards him and asked him.
"Serkan, where are we going?"
"Just some place that I know you will love and a place where I can be alone with you."
"What place Serkan?"
"Eda, shhh, let it be a surprise."
Eda nodded and started looking out of the window again. Serkan sighed. So probably something big was bothering her. She wasn't her chirpy self like she usually was. Listening to music and dancing. She didn't even open the car roof today even though the weather was surprisingly cool today.
Eda realised sometime later that they were driving out of the city and before she could ask again, he slipped off the highway to a narrow road leading to a place from where they could see the whole city. It was almost night now, so the city was beautifully lightened and they could see city lights as far as her eyes went and then the sea  covered with shadows of the city line. It was beautiful beyond words. It was like the edge of that hill and almost an empty place. She could see some 3-4 buildings at a distance. But apart from that, the place was empty.
Serkan parked the car and got out. He came towards Eda's side and opened her door and extended his hand. She took it and came out. It was indeed beautiful. The view was breathtaking. The sky was clear today and she could see a lot of stars in the night sky. Something crossed her mind but she put it away chiding herself that today was not the day for it, nor her mood.
But she had to appreciate Serkan's effort. It had actually lightened her mood.
So she turned towards Serkan and spoke.
"Serkan, this is soooo beautiful. Thank you so much for bringing me here. I love it."
He smiled and nodded and pulled her for a hug and settled his nose on the crook of her neck inhaling her in. And Eda was already melting.
He then pulled back a little and took her hand. He moved to the front of his car and leaned down on it and pulled Eda with him. They were now sitting on his car's hood.
Serkan side hugged her and pulled her closer to him, he kept his chin on her head and she settled herself in the crook of his neck and kept one of her hand on his chest. They both enjoyed the view for a few minutes when Serkan decided to ask Eda.
"Eda, are you okay?"
"Evet Serkan, what would happen to me? I am okay."
"Eda, I have noticed the whole day that something is wrong."
"Hayir Serkan. Nothing is wrong."
"Eda, if something is bothering you, please talk to me."
"Serkan it's nothing."
"Eda, you have been quiet all day and you look sad. What is bothering you baby?"
Eda shook her head and said
"Serkan really it's nothing. It's very silly."
"See I was right Eda, something is there indeed." Serkan said while looking at Eda who looked away for a while before turning back to face him and spoke.
"Serkan, it's a silly thing. It's nothing. I am sure I am going to sleep over it."
"Eda, it's not silly if it's bothering you or kept you sad all day. Come on now, tell me baby. Please."
Eda knew there was no point refusing because Serkan wouldn't let it go. But she didn't know how to address it. Their relationship was no new right now and she felt like she could damage it by voicing her concern regarding Selin because Serkan was actually close to her.
"Serkan there's a lot of things going on with you, I don't want to stress you. Plus it's nothing big."
Serkan looked at Eda and held her hands in his.
"Eda, baby, please tell me what's bothering you. I want to know."
Eda knew it was time to tell the truth. She hesitated a little.
"Serkan, it's just that... I mean.. it's..."
She didn't know how to say it. What if Serkan would misunderstand her.
"Eda, baby, calm down and please know that you can talk to me about anything. I won't judge you or I won't say anything."
So Eda spoke.
"Serkan, it's just that I feel insecure. I know I shouldn't. But I felt it so much today. That I am not your priority. Don't take me wrong, I don't meant to literally push myself into your life. I mean I know your dad suffered a heart attack today and I am not saying that you don't spend time with him. It's just that.. Selin."
"Selin what Eda? Did Selin say anything to you? Tell me?"
"No no Serkan, she didn't. I mean to say today morning when I called you she was there in your house. Then, she was also in the hospital with you. You didn't even tell me Serkan and you refused when I asked you if I could come. Then All day in the office also, she was all the time there with you. I know Serkan that I shouldn't feel jealous or insecure but Serkan she is your ex girlfriend. I know before that she was your childhood friend and you have a great bond. She has been there since beginning and I came just now in your life not even 2 months ago. Serkan, I understand that you guys are partners in holding and you will work together. And I don't want to be a possessive girlfriend but remember once you said me that she is the most logical choice for you. What if someday you actually see that it's true because I am stubborn and impulsive and childish and I do crazy things but you prefer someone who is mature and calm and take valued decisions, what if someday you feel that I am not the person you want in your life. On the other hand, Selin actually has all those things. She knows everything about you Serkan and I don't even know your favourite fruit or your favourite restaurant or so many basic things about you Serkan. And Serkan I know I don't fit in your family, your parents don't like me, your friends and family friends look down upon me except Engin of course. Because I am not from a prestigious family, and I am an orphan and I am not rich and that I am not even a graduate Serkan. Why would people accept me as your girlfriend Serkan? And why did you accept me? You are the great Serkan Bolat and I am no one. Maybe I don't deserve you. And Selin is loved by your family, you guys grew up together. And she is smart and intelligent and she is so good at her job. Serkan, don't misunderstand me please. I don't want to the person interfering in your personal life and professional life as well. And I know Selin is important to you. I understand that she is always going to be there in your life and I will accept that. I just need time to accept that she is going to be like a third person in our relationship. With time I will be okay Serkan. I am sorry if I made you feel bad."