I lied their with such disappointment that he stopped. Why though? I like him and all but why do I want him to keep going?
Love is such a confusing part of life. It's not needed, it just feels like it should be though. Madeline seems tired by now anyway. I wouldn't be surprised if he was asleep now.
If he were awake and I had some sort of courage, then I would have asked for more.
Even begged.
It just felt so good. He never even did anything, why do I want more? I want his hands all over my body. I don't care if the town thinks I shouldn't get with someone so courageous just because I'm always mad.
I felt Madeline's hug get loose. He was asleep now for sure.
Drowning in my thoughts. I wish I could speak up. I want more.
I want to feel as if I'm not in control of myself because he's on top of me. I want to feel as if I'm no longer in control of my mouth. I want to feel as if I'm so pleased with everything that just happened. God damn it I want him to touch me.
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Okay this was a quick lil' thought process page just to spice it up for ya 😩
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FanfictionEspresso absolutely hates Madeline, and will never stop his bitterness for him. Espresso thinks that he's too cocky to be any sort of "hero" the town says of him. Will espresso's feelings change for him? This story sucks please please please spare y...
