Get over it

You're perfect

Frappuccino's Pov:
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You know what? What is wrong with me? Everyone that I love always leaves or avoids me. How could I be so stupid? Now I feel awful for hurting all of those people.

I was like under some trance. I just wanted to call someone my own, and I always FUCKED IT UP! You want to know why? BECAUSE OF MY STUPID MOTHER! She made me like this! She made me think that I was supposed to act this way! She used to pry my Dad back over, and over, and over, and over again! I thought it was normal! I still lurk around the kingdom, not for the reason you think. I used to still do this because I wanted Espresso, but after I looked for long enough, I saw how happy he looked with Madeline. I want to make someone like that! Not him, but someone! I want to go back and say sorry a million times. Especially to Chai..

I hurt her horribly...and I'm not going to forgive myself for it. Even if she does, I don't care. I don't deserve forgiveness.

As I was lost in my thoughts, I felt something pulling on my pant leg. I turned around to see Chai. "Oh...hey Chai.." How could she possibly want to see me?!? "Hi! I saw you so I wanted to say hello!" I stared at her. I picked her up and gave her the biggest hug ever. "I'm so sorry..." I started to cry. Someone heard the crying so I sprinted out of there. They can't see me!

"I'm so stupid..." I mumbled to myself as I walked farther into the woods. "Why do you think that?" A girl leaped down from the trees. "Hello! The name's Cymbidium Orchid! You can call me Cy or Orchid, I don't mind on which one. Who are you?" She had short, fluffy hair that was pink. She wore black jeans and a white jacket. She had a hot pink and pink striped shirt underneath her jacket. "Oh..I'm Frappuccino. You can call my Frap for short.." I muttered. "That's a pretty name! Now what's with the blue face?" She asked. "I...I do t want to talk about it." I was about to leave, but she grabbed me by the arm. "Follow me." She led the way as I slowly followed.

I followed her to a tree house. She insisted that I climb up with her. So I did, and she told me to take a seat in one of the bean-bags she set up there. "Come on, you have to tell me!" She smiled sweetly. I glanced to the side. She's going to hate me like the rest.

"So I um...I used to like this guy. Like any person I tried talking to him. B-but I got out of hand...I'm such idiot." I can't open up to her yet. I just met her! She doesn't know how much of a stupid asshole I am! "How did you get out of hand?" She asked gently. "I started being toxic..it was awful. I feel horrible. I even hurt my own sister because I just wanted someone who didn't want me!" I started to break down. She ran over to me and hugged me. "Shh..it's fine. Everyone can change. They may not have forgiveness of the people they've hurt, but at least you can be proud of who you changed into ..!"
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Ever since that day she's been there for me. She made me change completely! And I feel great about it! I just hope that I'll have the courage to apologize to Espresso. I want to say sorry to everyone of course, but specially him. I know you know why I want to say sorry to him a million times. Though I have been able to see Chai a whole lot! I've been spoiling her like crazy since I was a shitty person.

Oh and C.C has been helping me with my healing skill! She hopes to be a really good healer and it's a whole lot of fun to practice with her. As we were taking a walk, we spotted people being attacked by cake hounds. Of course we rushed over. And to my horror, Espresso and Madeline were two of some fighting them off. Herb was brutally hurt which meant they didn't have a healer, and people were passing out and getting hurt from left to right. "Frap come in we have to help!" Cy pulled me towards them. "I-I can't.." I can't go up to them. I don't have the courage to. "Frap please! If you want to show people that you've changed, then do it!" She ran over to help.

And I followed. We immediately began helping people, and I grabbed Espresso and we ran off away from the hounds. Luckily, Espresso had passed out. WELL ITS NOT A GOOD THING-but I just don't want him seeing me. "Cy! Follow me I know where the kingdom is from here!" I called out.

We stumbled into the kingdom grounds and people gave me thousands of stares. "Where's his house..!?" I panted. "Frappuccino? What are you do-" "THATS NOT IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW! WHERE IS HIS HOUSE?!?" They all pointed and I ran over to Latte. "Latte! Please tell me you have a key to his house!" She stared at Espresso's limp body and then at me. She ran off towards the house and I followed.

Once we had lied him down and stitched the two up, Latte glared at me. "What did you do!!? Did you hurt him so badly that you decided to act innocent and come to us!?" She screamed at me. "And who are you to be working with her?!!" She glared at Cy. "We were just taking a walk and saw them. We just had to help!" Cy said. "Then what is SHE DOING HERE?" Latte pointed at me. "Do you know what she's done?! She-" "I know what's she's done! And trust me, she's sick of herself for doing that! Give it a chance, really! If she started doing anything then we'll leave! I promise." Cy pleaded for her forgiveness. "How do you think Espresso and Madeline will react seeing you? Do you think they'll just forgive you?!" She snarled at me. "Of course not! I just want to apologize! Everyone hates me and I know that! And honestly, good for them! I hate what I've done, I don't care if they don't accept my apology, In fact I'd prefer them not to! I just want to get some of the weight of my shoulders by at least saying sorry.." I let out a huge sigh. "I still don't trust you, but fine! I'll let you two stay. If you do anything, and I mean ANYTHING to anyone, expect your execution." She gave me the biggest death stare I've seen in my life. "Who are you anyway?" She looked at Cy. "I'm Cymbidium Orchid." She smiled slightly. Latte let out a loud sigh. "Latte. That's Espresso, the blonde one is Madeline." She crossed her arms.

I hate that Cy suggested that we'd stay. I don't want to be here, I don't want stares the whole time I'm here. But that's all I'll get. I left the room and sat down in the living room. Cy followed.

"I get that it's scary to come back, but it's better that we did. You can finally say sorry to everyone here!" She said trying to cheer me up. "How do you think I'm going to want to even face those two up there?" I turned to her. "I'll be by your side no matter what." She smiled warmly. From upstairs, I could hear yelling. It sounded like Espresso, and I could tell why. he just learned that I was back, and of course he's going to be mad about it. He has every right to. I curled up on the couch and stared at the floor.
"Latte why the hell would you let her stay?" I heard Espresso's voice yell from upstairs. "Calm down Ess.." I heard Madeline gently say. "Why should I calm down!?! She tried to kill me! You know what she did!" Espresso raised his voice even more. "You know that we're always going to be near you. I get that you hate her, but maybe we should trust her for a moment.." Latte mumbled. I heard them walking downstairs and I panicked.

Espresso stood in front of me with a glare. I stared of to the side uncomfortably. "Ah! You must be Espresso and Madeline! I'm Cymbidium Orchid, nice to meet you." She held her hand out. Madeline took her hand and shook it. "So how has she quote on quote, 'changed' as you say?" Espresso crossed his arms and looked at Cy. "She's been spending a whole lot of time with me, in fact she and I were the two to save you. She's been practicing healing with me, and she's been wanting to apologize to all of you ever since I met her. She just didn't have the courage to." Cy smiled. "I guess that is true, she did come in here yelling where your house was, Ess." Latte shrugged.

Cy smiled warmly at me. "They'll warm up to you again, trust me! I was a therapist for 5 years." She nudged my arm. "Hey d-Frap!" Chai came running down the steps. I kneeled down and she flung into my arms. "Hi!!" I squeezed his into the hug. It feels like how it did before I started acting like my mom. "Awee.." Latte stared at us with a smile. She was most likely staring at Chai though.

It got late, and we headed our ways. "Wasn't that nice? You got to finally apologize!!" Cy held my hand as we walked back to her house. "WAIT! Are you blushing?!?!?!?" I started to panic. "UH-OF course not!! What are you talking about?" I said awkwardly. "I'm just messing with you!" She laughed.

Wow I called some people faggots meanwhile I turned into one. The irony right?