Deltarune Oneshots (DeltaruneXReader)

Flirty!Kris x Suicidal!Male!Reader

ANOTHER BAD ONE! SO DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS STUFF! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

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ALONE

USELESS

POOR

UGLY

DISGUSTING

DIRTY

DEPRESSED

SUICIDAL

STUPID

WORTHLESS

Those were the words that went through your head... because it was true. And what made it a whole lot worse, is that it was Valentine's day. You had no one to spend it with, as you had been alone your entire life and that's how it will end... it'll end lonely... today.

You got your things and said goodbye to your crappy house one more time and you started to walk to school. On your way you saw many couples holding hands and being all lovey-dovey, even some students were.

You were happy for the students, as it was nice seeing them together, but that didn't change your mind from ending it all. While you slowly walked to school, you decided to play your favourite song for the last time, "Pumped up kicks". (Oh no no no no :) )

But before you could play it, someone held your hand out of nowhere making you jump. You look to see who it was and you see Kris looking at you through their bangs.

Kris: Your hand looks heavy, let me carry it for you.

Y/n: O-Oh, t-thank y-you K-Kris...

You gave them a weary smile and both of you held hands while walking to school. You didn't feel anything towards Kris as they always flirted (with you mostly) and you thought it was just a kind gesture, so you let it happen.

You two got to school and Kris stopped holding your hand to open the door for you, you thanked them and both of you went to your lockers that were directly next to each other. But when you opened your locker you saw a note, so you decided to read it.

The note read "Y/n, I need to talk to you at lunch time, go to the beach, you'll see me. Just please... don't go anywhere else." There was no name on it, so you had no idea who wrote it, you asked Kris but they shrugged before going to class. You stared at the note for a minute before your curiosity got the better of you and put the note in the pocket.

You put your things away and went to class where Kris was already. You went into the classroom and sat on your seat, but that was when you noticed another note on your desk. You picked it up and it read "Get rid of that rope." 5 words, 5 words that would haunt your mind for the rest of the day.

What rope? The rope you had hidden in your locker, but how did anyone see it? No one goes near your locker except for Kris, but they were the weird quiet kid, surely they wouldn't care about you, right?

You stared at this note also before putting it in your pocket when someone came in. But the notes were enough to persuade you, you needed something else, you needed death, the only thing that COULD help.

Ms. Alphys then came in 5 minutes later and started to teach her lesson like always, but you didn't really pay any attention, as you still had plans to end it today. You just drew in your art book while paying half attention, which was more than most of the other students. What did you draw? What else, your emotions.

You drew your emotions as that was the only way you could get them out or express them, but they weren't colourful ones, they were just black ones with scribbles. You had done previously happy ones, but slowly, everyday, they would turn black, just to show how much you had changed.