Beautiful like a rose 🌹 but... fragile like a bomb 💣

Cap 15

I've never seen Massimo's eyes shine as brightly as they did that day.
I couldn't believe that strong, fearless man was turning into a caring, tender man.

That day I felt like the world was mine. I had more than I ever dreamed of. I had a partner who loved me and made me happy and I was going to become the mother of an angel.

I had a perfect life but I destroyed everything. I didn't just lose my baby, I betrayed my beloved husband, and I turned my life into an ordeal.

(Crying) I tried, I swear I tried to forget him, to get him out of my heart, but I can't. In all these 5 years there has not been a single day in which I do not think of Massimo and our angel Lucca.

Olga: Lari, please calm down! Just breathe
Laura: (sighing) Massimo Amore
Domenico: Laura, listen to me, everything will be fine, I promise. But you have to calm down.
Open your eyes please!

Laura: (hugging Olga) Oli I can't anymore, this pain suffocated me ...

Olga: I'm here Lari. Domenico and I will help you with everything you need.

Domenico: Laura, talk to us. Tell us how you feel, unload your soul

Laura: I can't. I can't look in your eye, Domenico.

Laura tries to get out of bed, but she becomes unbalanced and falls back on the bed

Olga: Lari, what do you want to do? You need to rest . You're weak.

Laura: I have to take a shower. I need to clear my mind.

Olga: Let me help you.

Laura did not stop crying throughout the shower. I can't stand to see my best friend in this state.
I helped her get dressed and dried her hair.

Laura: I feel like I can't breathe. All these years I have tried to deny my feelings, to lie that I can live a new life away from Massimo. But I can't, I can't.

Laura runs out of the room and runs to Massimo's room.

Olga & Domenico: Laura, Laura stop! Where you go?

Laura: The only place I could calm down was Massimo's arms.

I needed to feel him by my side.
I run to his room and go straight to the dressing.

I take off my T-shirt and put on one of Massimo's shirts.
As soon as Massimo's shirt touched my skin, an inexplicable sensation came over me.

His shirt still kept his perfume . I felt like he was there with me , hugging me.
I fell to my knees and I let go of my tears.
The emotion I felt was overwhelming.

Olga & Domenico: (running to Massimo's room) Laura, Laura, what happened?

Olga: Would you please talk to us?

Tell us how we can help you.

Tell us how you feel !?

Laura: (sighing) How do I feel? ... I feel ...

I do not feel anything . I feel like a ghost.
I know that I caused this suffering by the decision I made.

I was a coward, I didn't have the courage to stay here and fight for my family.

I thought that if I ran away from this place as far as possible, I would get rid of the pain that I felt was suffocating me.

But I learned that you can hide at the end of the world, but the pain will accompany you. She will follow you step by step, second by second, and you will not find your peace until you have strength to fight with this pain.

I haven't been a human being in the last 5 years.
I cried so much, I don't have any more tears.