Beautiful like a rose 🌹 but... fragile like a bomb 💣

Cap 97

Laura: Your arms were the place where I felt the happiest, loved, protected woman on earth!

But in the nights when you came back from those "meetings ", I would put my head on your chest not to sleep but to make sure that your heart was still beating.

Just the thought that these damn substances could have made your heart stop beating made me shudder with fear.

When I got pregnant, with our angel, it was the happiest day of my life.

You know why?

Not only because I was going to have a child with the man I loved the most in this life, but especially because I knew that for him you would give up drugs.

I knew that this little miracle would be able to do what I couldn't.

But after he left, our world fell apart.

All our dreams, all our plans have been shattered.

I didn't have the courage, I didn't know how to tell you this until now, but I think the time has come to do it....

Forgive me please forgive me!  I would give anything to change the past!

But because I know that whatever I say or do at this moment cannot change anything, I think it would be better to...

Laura moved her gaze from Massimo to the syringe she was fearfully holding in her hand.

She looks at her carefully and brings her close to her veins.

Olga: (starts to scream desperately) Lari what are you doing? 

Put that down, I beg you! 

Domenico, Massimo, do something  to the hell, do something!

Massimo: Amore, wait a moment, I listened to you now, please listen to me too!

Laura: To tell me what Massimo? 

Look at that damn syringe, the amount of drugs that is in here combined with the alcohol you already have in your blood will be fatal even for you.

This time you didn't choose drugs just for fun, or to forget.

Tonight you wanted to kill yourself!

If  we were a few more minutes late, I would have lost you as I lost Lucca! 

What do you want to tell me that you have the right to quit but I don't?!!

I can not do this anymore !  Understand that I can no longer live like this!

I'm tired !  And I want to quit!

I miss our miracle, I miss you, us, I miss living again but I know I don't deserve it!

Laura turned her gaze again to the syringe she had in her hand, but when she was about to inject herself....

Olga: ( crying ) Lari, wait!  What about the promises we made when we were children's!  Do you remember ?

We swore that we will be best friends forever, that we will be inseparable even after we get married.

That we will terrorize our husbands until they agree to take our houses next to each other, that we will get pregnant at the same time, to have the perfect excuse for our unbearable and spoiled behavior.

Do you realize that we really managed to do this?

Two ordinary girls from Poland who managed to steal the hearts of the most feared leaders of the Italian mafia.

Lari, my dear, you are a strong woman who managed to overcome incredibly difficult moments.

You never give up, you are a fighter!

Laura: (crying) I'm tired, Oli!  I can not take it anymore !