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Laura: Instead of seeing our little one's face, I heard gunshots.

You looked me in the eye and told me that everything will be fine!

That I don't have to be afraid!

You carefully took me in your arms and took me to an another room.

I was scared! So scared! I didn't understand anything that was happening!

Suddenly Lucca was gone from your arms!
I started to cry yelling his name!

You hugged me and told me to calm down!

You touched my belly, and I felt Lucca moving inside me. I was completely shocked !

You hugged me for a few seconds, looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the forehead.

Then you knelt down, caressed and kissed my belly.

You said something to Lucca in Italian and although I didn't understand what you said, it sounded like a goodbye message to me, and that made me tremble and my heart beat at an alarming rate.

You looked at me again and told me not to leave from there no matter what happened.

I had to stay there until you or Domenico came after me.

I held your hand with all my strength and begged you not to leave, not to leave us alone!

But you left! You left and left me there alone!

It suddenly got dark. I could not distinguish anything around me.

Soon I heard gunfire again.

And even though I was shaking all over, I knew I had to do something, I couldn't hide it there while you were in danger!

So I decided to leave that room. I couldn't live with the remorse of the fact that I could have done something to save you but I didn't!

In addition, I knew that a large part of this war was due to me, so I was not going to sit there without doing anything!

I got out of there and started looking for you guided by the sound of  the gunfire.

What an irony, isn't it? On our first day together, the sound of gunfire made me faint in your arms and want to get out of that place as quickly as possible, and now I willingly follow that sound that I feared so much in an attempt to  save your life.

Finally I found you, and for the first time in my life I saw you kneeling.

You were on your knees, surrounded by Nacho and his men's.

For a few tens of seconds, I got stuck, I didn't understand why you gave up? Why did you allow them to disarm you? Why did you kneel in front of those bastards?

You are not like that! You are a fighter!

Then suddenly I realized the real reason why you did this, and my eyes filled with tears, but at the same time my soul was filled with an uncontrollable anger that I had never felt before.

I was the reason you let yourself be humiliated by those bastards!

All this was happening because of my fault!

You were willing to do whatever this monsters asked you,  just to prevent them from getting to me and our son!

You were ready to make a pact with the devil himself, just to protect us.

You had to wait to give your men's time to get me out of there.

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