Beautiful like a rose 🌹 but... fragile like a bomb 💣

Cap 100

If until then I thought I couldn't love you more, in that moment when I saw you with our miracle in your arms, I realized that only at that moment I learned what love really is.

I realized the moment I saw how you look at our son that I am the luckiest woman in the universe because you appeared in my life.

And I'm going to confess something to you that I've never told you before.

I know that at the beginning of the pregnancy before we knew the gender of the baby, when I was asked if I wanted a baby girl or a baby boy, my immediate answer was a baby boy .

Do you remember how you always teased me that we would have a football team both boys and girls?

I was answering so that you don't even think we will have 2 more chickens , because I always dreamed of having 3 children's , but they will all be boys.

When you see me so determined to have only boys, you immediately become serious and assure me that I have nothing to worry about because our princess will be safe.

That you will dig a bunker with your bare hands if it is necessary only for her to be safe.

I used to smile and tell you that it is better to have only boys.

The real reason why I didn't want girls was not because I feared for their safety.

But because I knew that in the moment when your princess will be born, that will be the day I will lose you forever.

From that moment your heart will forever belong to someone else.

And no matter what I did I couldn't change that!

I wasn't willing to share you with anyone, I didn't know how to do that, I was so afraid of being the second place in your life.

Laura's words put a huge smile on Massimo's face.
A sincere smile full of emotion.

Massimo: (smiling) Baby girl, are you speaking serious?
I can't believe that's what you were afraid of!

Massimo kisses her on the forehead and looks into her eyes for a good few seconds.

That look that took your breath away, that look that could only come from the person who was ready to make the ultimate sacrifice for you, without even blinking.

Laura: (smiling) Stop looking at me like that, and let me finish what I have to say!

It is important for me to do this! Please!

Massimo: All right, I'm listening.

Laura: (taking a deep breath in her chest) Where I left of with my dream ? That's it, I remembered!

Your voice was shaking so hard that I could barely understand what you were trying to tell me.

You ask me how I feel? If I'm in pain ? You told me that you love me and that Lucca is perfect!

I was crying and I told you that I am fine and that I want to see our angel.

You helped me to sit more comfortably on the bed, then you bent down to put Lucca on my chest.

Suddenly, Laura starts to cry extremely loudly, and her breathing becomes jerky. 

Massimo squeezes her hand even harder, begging her to stop, but Laura doesn't listen to him and continues her story.

Laura: From this moment my perfect dream turned into the worst nightmare of my life