Beautiful like a rose 🌹 but... fragile like a bomb 💣

Cap 16

God was good to me. He sent me a miracle baby. But I am not able to raise my child either. I should protect her, but all these years Maya has protected me.

A 4-year-old child has been my mainstay all these years. Which was always there and didn't let me  down.

I look in  her  eyes and see an incredible power, a power that I have not been and will never be able to have.
I have disappointed everyone I love.

I disappointed Massimo, I couldn't protect Lucca. I'm not able to be the mother Maya need.

I disappointed you Oli , we have been friends for a lifetime but I didn't even have the courage to tell you my pain.

And you, Domenico, were the person who was with me from the first moment I arrived at this house, the person who endured all my madness, my best friend.

You're here with me today taking care of me. You allowed me to go back to this house, you treated me like nothing had happened.

You love my daughter. Although I ruined your brother's life.
Why? Why are you doing this ? How come you don't hate me?

Domenico: Sister-in-law, hey, listen carefully.

Although I must admit that even I did not believe in Massimo's dream, I did not believe that you really exist.

But I knew from the first second that I saw you with my brother that you were the chosen. I knew you were worthy to be Don's wife.

You taught my brother to smile, to love, to really live his life.
Next to you and only next to you I see the real Massimo. That childish soul in the mobster body .

And thanks to you, I found my soul mate. The woman of my life.

And as for Maya. It's a miracle child. I don't think there is a person in this world who has met her and doesn't love her.

As for what you and Massimo lived through. You have lived as long as others do not live in 100 lives. You have known the supreme suffering, but also the infinite love.

I know it's hard. But I think you and Massimo should talk. Tell each other what you feel.

Laura: I can't look in his eye. I couldn't bear to hear him tell me how much he hates me. I just can't.

I can stand anything, anything in this world, but not to hear from Massimo how much he hate me.

Olga: (hugging Laura) Lari, Lari you really don't know Massimo?

You know very well that my relationship with Massimo was like the relationship between Tom and Jerry, he is stubborn, proud and loves to give orders. It has a million defects. But he has a quality that has stopped me from scratching his head so far, namely ...
He loves you, He adores you, you are everything to him.

Laura: Olga's words made me cry even harder. I cried until I fell asleep. I fell asleep wishing with all my being that Olga would have right.