𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 (𝐆𝐗𝐆) (Completed)

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 44: 𝐓𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭

TW: Mentions of Parricide!

A/n: From here magjajump na tayo ng mga linggo at buwan kaya intindihin mabuti kada chapter para hindi maguluhan. Baka kase malito kayo bakit ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Ganon talaga kapag 'di ka mahal magiging mabilis na lang ang lahat .-.

Borderline Personality Disorder is a personality disorder that is marked by unstable, intense emotions, and mood with symptoms including instability in interpersonal relationships and self-image, fear of abandonment, and impulsive or unpredictable behavior and that has an onset during adolescence or early adulthood.

Although anyone can develop BPD, it's more common if you have a family history of BPD. People with other mental health condition, such as anxiety, depression, or eating disorders, are also higher at risk.

Some of these symptoms are:
1. Emotions that shift very quickly.
2. The way they feel about people in their life dramatically change from one moment to the next.
3. They often do things that are dangerous or unhealthy such as driving recklessly, smoking, binge drinking, etc.
4. They attempt to hurt theirselves such as cutting or threatened suicide.
5. They tend to lash out or make impulsive gestures to keep their love ones close.

I double tapped the exit button then proceeded on the next link. Nagpatuloy ako sa pagsscroll nang hindi iniintindi ang takbo ng oras. I was too determined to know more about this disorder to the point that I'm already depriving of sleep and losing my appetite to do my other tasks. This was going for days now and I don't even have a plan to stop my research about this. I'm doing this to understand her. Ginagawa ko ang lahat ng ito para sa kanya.

Nang makaramdam nang panlalabo ng paningin ay saglit akong humilata sa higaan ko. Pinipilit ko ang sarili na huwag magpakaapekto sa nalaman pero sadyang hindi kaya ng utak ko at binabagabag na ako nito nang sobra. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin dahil wala naman akong mapagsabihan nito. Pakiramdam ko sasabog na yung utak ko kakaisap punyeta.

Tumingin ako sa wall clock at mag-aalas dos na pala nang madaling araw. May pasok pa ako mamaya pero ito ako at dilat na dilat pa rin. Mula sa orasan ay bumaba ang tingin ko sa study table na puno nang makakapal na libro na pawang hiniram ko sa library na tungkol sa iba't ibang disorder. Those aggressive actions, her vices of smoking and drinking, those mood swings, and sudden isolation are now deciphering gradually. Ang problema ko na lang sa ngayon ay kung paano ko malalaman yung tungkol sa kaso niyang parricide although natatakot ako sa mga posibleng malaman.

Muli kong pinakatitigan ang huling litratong nakuhaan ko. May kalabuan man dahil sa pagmamadali ay nababasa ko pa rin naman yun.

Plaintiff:  THE PEOPLE OF THE PHILIPPINES
- versus -
Accused: THALEIA REESE A. COLLINS

Criminal Case: 1375
For: PARRICIDE

INFORMATION

The undersigned hereby accuses THALEIA REESE COLLINS y ABENSON, 16 years of age, of the crime PARRICIDE, committed as follows to wit:

That on or about the 28th day of MARCH, 2014, in the CITY OF MANILA and within the Jurisdiction of this Honorable Court, the said accused, being the niece of CHRISTOPHER ABENSON y MUÑOZ, 42 years of age, motivated by extreme anger, did then wilfully, unlawfully, and feloniously attack, assault, and inflict 32 counts of stab to CHRISTOPHER ABENSON y MUÑOZ, with a knife, while the latter was asleep in his room, inflicting fatal wounds in the chest and the diaphragm which caused the direct death of the victim.