To Be Loved... (BOOK 1)

Fed Up

Felix's POV:

I got dressed up in a nice but casual fashion. Hyunjin says he'll be here at six so that's the time he better be here. It was 5:58pm so he was cutting it pretty close.

"Hey." Minho came into my room. "You look good." He smiled. "When's he coming?"

"Any minute." I hope. "You and Jisung going out?" Judging by his clothes, I doubt it.

"He's just coming here to watch movies. He didn't want to go out for once."

The doorbell rang and I knew it was Jisung, but I still checked anyway. I walked to the front door  to let him in but was surprised to see Hyunjin with a giant bouquet of irises and roses that covered his whole face.

"Hey." I smiled.

"These are for you." He smiled shyly once he revealed himself from behind. He seemed nervous like it was our first date.

"Thank you, baby." I took the bouquet and held it close to my heart. I finally got a good look at him and he was absolutely breathtaking. I don't think there's anyone else that could pull off blue hair the way he does. We dyed ours at the same time again. I thought if I went back to blonde, he'd want to see me every day. Clearly I was wrong, but I still love how I look nevertheless. "I'll be back in a second, hold on."

I went to my room to set the flowers on my dresser and ran back out to see him texting away while he waited. I really hope it wouldn't be like this all night.

"You ready to go?" He finally looked up and shoved his phone in his pocket, then took my hand once I nodded and led me to the passenger side, opening the car door the way he always does. Some things never change and I'm glad this is one of them.

I smiled once we arrived at the rather sophisticated looking restaurant. I found it funny how everyone here will most likely be older and then you just have a couple of teenagers showing up.

He held my hand as we walked inside and it seemed like every single table was filled.

"Hi, I have a reservation for Hyunjin."

My head snapped towards him. I was shocked. He really did plan this all out. I need to give him credit. I was starting to feel bad for doubting him.

The hostess led us to our table and told us our waiter would be with us shortly.

"Hyunjin, this place is really nice." I smiled.

"You deserve the best." He took my head and softly kissed my knuckles.

Dinner was nice. He didn't check his phone for a single second. Listened to every word I said. It felt like the old Hyunjin was back.

"Did you see how many people were staring at my hair?" He laughed. Even as dressed up as we were, we decided to take a trip to Han River.

"No, I think they were staring at you as a whole. You were the most attractive person in that entire restaurant."

"Then they would be staring at you." His compliment made me blush.

We swung our hands back and forth as we walked. Everything felt right. But I couldn't hold it in anymore, I needed to know what was going on.

"Hyunjin, can I ask you something?" I could tell he was nervous by the way his hand tensed in mine immediately.

"Of course."

"Why do you think I'd care if you smoked or not?" He looked at me in disbelief, almost terrified. "What, did you think I wouldn't know? You're more tired than usual and your eyes are bright red. You never wear cologne, but you do now to hide the smell. But you forget to brush your teeth so that was sorta the dead giveaway."