To Be Loved... (BOOK 1)

Decisions

Felix's POV:

"What the actual fuck happened?" Wooyoung shouted and turned back to see me from the passenger seat. "What the fuck do you mean San knows? San, what the fuck?" He turned to him as he drove. San sighed heavily and groaned.

"He told me at Changbin's party once I took him to the bathroom. He told me not to say anything because he said he was going to tell you guys when he was ready. His parents came to the house on Christmas. That's why he was outside for so long."

"Oh my fucking god!" Wooyoung screamed and slammed his fist on the center console. San and I both jumped from the sound.

"Everything was perfectly fine until I finally asked him who he was hanging out with and he wouldn't tell me. So obviously that's how I knew he was cheating."

"I really don't think Hyunjin would cheat, to be honest." San said.

"Hyunjin from a couple months ago wouldn't, but this fucking asshole would. He finally told me who he's been with though. Ryujin, for starters."

"Fantastic." Wooyoung laughed, but I could tell he was fuming. "Never wanted to hear that name again." San stayed quiet knowing he was the reason. "Who else?"

"Choi Jiung."

"What?" His voice was low. "Felix, do you think-"

"I wouldn't put it past him." I shrugged.

"Who else?"

"Soyeon."

"Didn't you fuck her too?" Wooyoung asked San angrily.

"No, Wooyoung, I did not." He sighed.

"Shocking." San didn't seem frustrated which surprised me. He probably knows Wooyoung well enough to know he's just extremely upset and doesn't mean to hurt him, but I'm sure it's bothersome.

"You know I told you everyone."

"Anyway." Wooyoung sighed and turned back to me. "Is that it?"

"If he's not with them, he's with Yeonjun and Hongjoong."

"Yeonjun?" He seemed incredibly confused. "Why the hell did Yeonjun never tell me that?" Then he smiled. "Oh wait, it's probably because they're doing some fucked up shit behind my back. Great, my other best friend is also an idiot. And Hongjoong? Seriously? Seonghwa's been a mess ever since New Year's Eve."

"Oh, Seonghwa also knows about his parents. Apparently he saw it happen."

"Did you know that?" Wooyoung asked San, to which he nodded. "Unbelievable." He shook his head and threw his hands in the air. "And now I have to fucking go home and be in the same house as the fucking kid. Just great!"

"I wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't go home, let's be honest. He's probably going straight to what ever guy he's been with." I scoffed. "He's gotta at least fuck something on Valentine's Day." I rolled my eyes.

"Felix, has he ever forced himself on you? Because if he has, I will fucking kill him."

"No, he hasn't." I shook my head. Wooyoung was beyond relieved. He slapped his hand over his heart and took a large sigh. "I'm not telling Minho a god damn word."

"Why not? Do you seriously care if he hates Hyunjin?"

"No, he'll brutally beat the shit out of him. I can guarantee you that."

"He's right." San sighed. "Besides Yeosang, Minho is the only guy I wouldn't fuck with in a fight like that."

"If he thinks he can just crawl to one of our friends, he's mistaken." Wooyoung said. "I'll fucking make sure of that." He took out his phone and I immediately got a message. He made a group chat with almost everyone.

Wooyoung
We're done with Hyunjin

No one fucking talk to him

Seonghwa
Wait what?

What happened

Felix
We broke up

Mingi
Why...?

Felix
He cheated on me and we think he's doing drugs sooooo that's that

Yeosang
Please tell me you're not serious

Felix
No one say a WORD to Minho, Jisung, or Jeongin

I'm begging you guys

Seonghwa
I mean sure but why

Wooyoung
Because Hyunjin will get brutally murdered and I don't want my mom wasting her money on his medical bills

Yeosang
Do you really think he cheated though? Like who could he possibly of done it with?

Wooyoung
I'll figure it out

Felix
I can't even imagine

He's been hanging out with Ryujin, Jiung, and Soyeon all this time

Mingi
Jiung as in freshman Choi Jiung?

As in my cousin's best friend?

As in the kid who pops pills and does a whole bunch of acid and probably other shit we don't know about?

Felix
Yup...

Yeosang
Yup he's definitely doing something then

Jiung even got to Huening Kai one time

Mingi
Well Kai is an idiot so I'm not surprised

Wooyoung
Mingi stfu

Seonghwa
Not that I'm defending him or anything, but don't you think he might need help rather than all of us dropping him?

Wooyoung
He still hangs out with Hongjoong

Seonghwa
I retract my statement

Mingi
Does he still talk to Yunho?

Felix
He didn't say

Wooyoung
He hangs out with Yeonjun with Hongjoong so I need to find out wtf that's about

This is a filthy mess and I just know it's going to get ten times worse.

Hyunjin, why did you do this?