To Be Loved... (BOOK 1)

The Next Day

Somehow Felix and I ended up back at his house. I'm assuming Minho carried us to his car along with someone's help. But I felt like absolute shit. The light shining through the window was killing me, but I couldn't move to close the blinds due to a little angel sleeping on my chest.

I rummaged through the sheets and found my phone only to be greeted with tons of text messages.

Woo
Are you alive?

Cuz I'm not

I threw up and went into mom's room like a 5 year old

Mom I threw up

That sorta thing

San may or may not have blacked out the second he got in the car so I had to carry him

And I mean when we went to fuck again

Butt ass naked

Just passed out

Fucking embarrassing

Come home soon though

Typically I'd complain about spam texters, but it's either that or his obnoxious screaming. We all need to make compromises. I decided to just talk to him when I see him. If I text him now, he'll call me immediately and burst my ear drum. But I did think it was a good idea to text Minho even though he was in the other room.

Hyunjin
Hey I'm awake now

I'm assuming it was you that took us home

Minho
Good afternoon, look at the time dumbass

It was in fact 3:30pm.

Hyunjin
Felix is still sleeping too

I don't remember shit from last night

The door slowly opened to reveal a well rested Lee Minho.

"Oh, I'll tell you what you missed." He said quietly and sat on my side of the bed to not disturb Felix. "You two got so fucked up off tequila that you stood on Changbin's glass dining room table, fell off it, and blacked out, but he just smacked his head. Then you both ended up in a guest room and fell asleep. But I was told that you were so obnoxious before we even got there that no one knew what to do." I was in complete shock. I genuinely didn't think I was capable of being that much of a nuisance. "But other than you two, Seonghwa kissed Hongjoong and Hongjoong refuses to talk to him and Yunho also kissed Mingi in front of Karina and he refuses to give me any details because he says he's going to throw up every time he thinks about it."

"Your friends are messy." I didn't find it funny. I knew how hopeless the feeling of liking a straight guy was. I was reminded of that last night. Seeing Chan was something I do remember.

"Both of you, shut up." Felix mumbled. I was shocked by his little attitude, but I thought it was cute. I'm sure his hangover is killing him. I covered his eyes to shield him from the light hoping it would help.

"Has Wooyoung texted you?" Minho asked. I rolled my eyes and showed him the flooding amount of text messages. "Seonghwa's mom picked the four of them up."

"I bet that must've been awkward." I replied.

"Apparently Hongjoong asked her to take him home instead of staying the night. I just find that situation very weird. Hongjoong was all over Seonghwa all night, but freaks out when he kisses him? It just doesn't make sense to me."

"They're very mature, I think they'll talk things out. Hongjoong probably won't last a day without talking to Seonghwa. I've noticed they're very dependent on each other."

"It's always been that way. That's why it was so easy for Hwa to just develop feelings for him."

"What do you think is going on?"

"Either Hongjoong doesn't feel that way at all or he just wasn't ready since he just got cheated on."

I felt bad for Seonghwa. He's got such a good heart and is so willing to do anything for anyone to help. I don't like seeing kind people who deserve so much get so little. I'm not blaming Hongjoong or anything, it's just upsetting to watch.

"You're probably right."

"I know."

"How's Jisung feeling?"

His eyes widened at the name, but a slow smile formed. "He told everyone we were together."

"What?" Felix jumped up. I figured he was listening in on our conversation that was taking place right next to him.

"Yup, so now everyone knows." Seeing Jisung doing the complete opposite of what he had done in their relationship last time was refreshing to witness. He realized he was his own worst enemy, but there was no reason to hold himself back anymore. "Apparently a lot of girls were disappointed according to Changbin. I didn't even know girls liked me."

"How? You're literally written by a girl."

"What does that even mean?"

"It means you have everything a girl wants in a guy. You're just boyfriend material."

"True. Anyone would be lucky to have me." His confidence was similar to Wooyoung's which I admired and took note of. They know their worth and never question it no matter what. I want to try and be like that. It's a learning process, but I want to feel good about myself.