To Be Loved... (BOOK 1)

Party Planning Committee

Still having a class with Jisung has been...weird. We still sit directly next to each other, but we barely say a word. It's hard when you go from talking to someone nearly every day to silence.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to face Yeji. I always liked her. She's also the reason Yeonjun hasn't been around lately. He finally got a new girlfriend.

Instead of speaking, she passed me a note.

Text me

Weird.

Hyunjin
What's up?

Yeji
I figured you should know since you know how your whole friend group works

Hyunjin
Huh?

Yeji
You guys do the whole 'I got it from this person and he got it from that person' and the gossip train goes on forever

But Yeonjun heard from Beomgyu, he heard from Huening Kai, who heard from Han that he wants to fix things with everyone and feels terrible about what he said to you

I didn't realize I was a part of this massive friend group, that doesn't exist in my head, but I guess other people see it differently. Or maybe she'll just listen to whatever Yeonjun tells her.

I believe what she's saying though. I know that I wouldn't hear it from Jisung either because he's scared. But I also believe that he's sick of only hanging out with just Jeongin, Taehyun, and Huening Kai. Unless he's actually had a change of heart.

Hyunjin
You tell him that if he wants to fix things, he can come to my house

Yeji
Don't you live with Wooyoung now?

Hyunjin
Yup

Yeji
Oof that'll probably change things for him

Hyunjin
That's how I'll know if he's genuine

Wooyoung won't be home after school since track tryouts are today but he doesn't need to know that

Yeji
Good luck Hyunjin

"Hwang! Put your phone away!" The teacher yelled. Yeji and I turned towards each other and back at the teacher.

"Which one?" She asked.

"Both!"

I noticed Jisung stifle a laugh. Very funny.

Class ended and I rushed out of the room in case Jisung or Yeji wanted to talk.

Now onto the worst period of my entire day.

Gym.

The period with Jisung, Jeongin, and Minho. At first, Minho kept his distance from me, but it wasn't because of what I did, he just didn't want to be around anyone. But now when all the classes go to the track, we walk together. Fuck running. Felix and Wooyoung have the same gym period and those freaks sprint four laps because they think it's 'fun'.

Minho and I were casually strolling the way we do. We don't say much. We definitely don't talk about Jisung. Not even Seonghwa. He usually just asks me about myself.