We survived August. Now, we’re in a new chapter. Unknown to what’s waiting ahead but one thing is for sure – we’ll get through it.
I always think that being able to wake up every morning is a gift. You might say, it’ll be a gift if you wake up and have a marvelous day. I guess, it doesn’t always work like that. Most of the time, I’m having a hard time, yet, every night before I go to sleep I still thank God for waking me up that day. I don’t know if I got used to it – numb of all the pain life brings or it’s because I already accepted the reality that feeling gloomy once in a while is also necessary to realize the essence of being alive.
Sometimes, when it gets so heavy and it seems like I can’t do it anymore – I break down. I even wish to disappear. There’ll always be days that I’ll feel like everything doesn’t make sense anymore. But when I look back, I came to realize that somehow I’m not stuck – I’m moving forward. Another month, another challenge. Days just keeps on passing by and every single thing is temporary, even our sorrowful days will fade away like a childhood memory blurry in our minds.
You may be sad, worried, or even mad right now. But don’t let that emotions ruin yourself. Sit with it, you can open up about it. You don’t have to carry it all alone. If you don’t have anyone to turn to – He’s there, ready to listen to you.
I don’t know if it’s just me but I’m scared of what’s waiting ahead. I’m always terrified of the unknown. But my soul would feel at ease every time I am reminded that I am not alone. No problems nor haters can shaken me – I have the most powerful backup.
Rain
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