𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗧𝘂𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗜𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗢𝗻𝗲

𑁍𝗝𝗼𝗵𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲 𝗚𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗯𝗲𝗿𝘁~𝗛𝗶𝗴𝗵𑁍

TW~Smoking weed and vomiting.

Y/N's POV

I've always been curious about smoking weed with Johnnie, but I've been too scared to actually try it. I finally worked up the courage to ask him about it one night, and surprisingly, he was totally on board with the idea.

"Johnnie...I really want to try smoking." I say, as Johnnie looks up from his phone, a bit confused as to where the sudden feeling came from.

"Are you sure you want to try this, sweetheart?" Johnnie asked, a concerned look in his eyes as he placed a hand on my cheek.

"Yeah, I really want to try it with you," I replied, trying to hide the nervousness in my voice.

Johnnie smiled warmly at me before standing up and extending a hand towards me. "Alright, let's go outside and I'll show you how to do it." I grabbed his hand, as he grabbed his lighter from the coffee table.

We made our way out to the backyard where Johnnie pulled out a blunt and the lighter.

"Come here sweetheart." He sat down on a chair and motioned for me to straddle his lap. I hesitated for a moment before following his lead, feeling his strong arms wrap around me.

"Okay, watch me," Johnnie instructed as he took the first hit, inhaling deeply before holding it in for a few seconds and exhaling.

"It's okay, just relax." He passed the blunt to me, his hand subtly rubbing the skin on my thighs as I took my first hit.

I coughed a bit, causing Johnnie to chuckle. "It's okay, Y/N. That's normal for your first time."

We continued passing the blunt back and forth, the effects of the weed starting to hit me hard. About fifteen minutes later, I was high as a kite while Johnnie was only slightly buzzed.

Suddenly, I started to feel dizzy and disconnected from reality, and panic began to set in.

"Johnnie, I don't feel right," I mumbled, gripping his hand tightly as I tried to ground myself.

"It's okay, sweetheart. Just squeeze my hand for me," he reassured me, though I couldn't really feel his grip through the haze of the high and my panic. "It's okay, just take deep breaths and try to relax."

But I couldn't relax. I could feel myself spiraling into a full-blown panic attack, the world spinning around me as I struggled to make sense of what was happening.

"Hey, keep looking at me, it'll pass Y/N, it happened to Jake too." Johnnie tried his best to calm me down, his soothing words barely registering in my overwhelmed mind.

Eventually, he decided it was best to take me inside and help me through the worst of it. I stumbled into the bathroom, collapsing in front of the toilet as I began to vomit uncontrollably. Johnnie sat behind me, rubbing circles on my back as he murmured words of comfort. "It's okay sweetheart, I'm here."

After what felt like an eternity, Johnnie helped me up and guided me to the couch, where he handed me a glass of water to help me come back to my senses. I leaned heavily against him, feeling his steady heartbeat beneath my cheek as I tried to calm down.

"You're gonna be okay, sweetheart. Just try and sleep now, you'll feel better in the morning." Johnnie whispered, stroking my hair as I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Time Skip

I woke up the next morning feeling groggy and disoriented, as I tried to recall the events from last night. I felt Johnnie stir beside me, as I began to sit up.

"Morning baby." I said as he groaned and buried his face back into his pillow causing me to laugh.

"Are you okay now?" Johnnie asked, his voice muffled by the pillow. "Yeah I'm okay now, it was pretty cool being high." I replied as he laughed, pulling me back down as I snuggled back into him, both of us falling asleep again soon after.