𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗧𝘂𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗜𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗢𝗻𝗲

𑁍𝗦𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗼𝘀~𝗙𝗮𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗜𝘁𑁍

A/N~This was requested by StellaBlue933, I hope you and everyone else likes it. Y/C/N means your crush's name.

TW~Homophobia and breakdown.

Y/N's POV

I had a major crush on this girl at my college, she was so sweet and attractive. I'm a lesbian, and have proudly come out of the closet to my brothers, Nick, Matt and Chris, and they supported me so much. I always think back to that memory whenever I'm sad or angry.

Flashback

I was so nervous. I decided that today I would openly come out to my brothers as a lesbian. I knew that I liked girls for a while, and I really hoped that my brothers would support me, like they supported Nick.

"Hey, could I talk to you guys about something?" I asked nervously, fidgeting with my fingers as the boys gave me looks of concern and worry.

"Yeah, of course you can sis, here, sit down." Chris said, moving up a bit on the couch so I could take a seat next to him. I sat down and all of the nerves hit me like a truck as I picked at the skin on my hands. My actions were stopped though by Matt as he carefully took my hands into his own.

"Take a deep breath for us Y/N, what's going on? Is it a boy?" Nick asked, and I shook my head. "Well, no, actually it's quite the opposite. There's this girl that I like-" I was cut of by Nick picking me up and spinning me around. "You're like me! I support you and I love you sis!" Nick said as I giggled, and then he finally set me down on the couch again, only to be hugged my Matt and Chris.

"We're so proud of you for coming out to us. And, Nick is right, we'll support you all of the time. Love you sis." Matt said, letting go of me, as Chris nodded, giving me a fist bump.

Flashback Over

Since then, they embarrass me, which is pretty funny. They see girls on the street and say things like "you should get her snap!" or "I ship that!" It can get really awkward if the girls hear us but we just laugh it off.

In car videos, the backseats are the gay besties, which are me and Nick, and on special occasions, Larray joins us.

I'm completely out of the closet, and I'm happy to say that I'm proud of myself. However, I can get a few homophobic names and slurs thrown at me which I hate, but I haven't told my brothers about it yet. I just don't know how to deal with it.

Time Skip

I'm walking around the blank halls in my college, on my way to my next class when someone pushes me and my books and myself fall to the floor. "Hah! Lesbians are weak! Go back to being straight!" He shouts before fist bumping his friends and walking off.

I wince as I sit up due to the fact that I hit the side of my head on the floor when falling. I start collecting all of my books up, until someone grabs one of my books, handing them to me. I take the book and look up to see my crush helping me out. The butterflies I'm feeling right now are intense as I stammer out a "thank you." She smiles and stands up, then offers her hand out for me to take.

"Hey, are you okay?" She asks and I nod. "Yeah, just a killer headache. Thank you so much, but I need to get to class, I'm already behind for revision for this psychology exam." I state, slinging my bag over my shoulder. Before I can walk off, she gently grabs my arm, causing more butterflies to swarm my stomach. "I can help you revise, one lesbian to another, meet me tomorrow at the coffee shop on Houston Street at 11am(just made up a random street)." She says to me, and I nod, turning back and heading towards my class where I was 15 minutes late.