someday; s.m.

Chapter 22

I got out of bed and stretched. I changed into black leggings and a white t-shirt with one of Shawn's maroon hoodies he gave me when I was cold.

I slipped on some black combat boots and tied my hair up into a messy bun.

I walked downstairs and found some lady in my kitchen.

I let out a shriek

"Who are you!"

"Oh sorry North. I'm your fathers girlfriend-"

"Step. He is not and never will be my father" I growled.

"Okay well I'm your step fathers girlfriend he told me to stay and look after you since you are only fifteen"

I stomped out of the house, slamming the door behind me.
I hugged my unzipped sweater and walked to the Tim Hortons a few streets down from me.

I opened the door and the warm smell of coffee hit my face. I got in line and ordered a medium French Vanilla and sat down in the corner.

Shawn sat across from me and he smiled.

"Hey" he said happy to see me.

"hi" I tried to smile and sat down.

"Hey that's my sweater" he smiled.

"Oh sorry do you want it back?" I said beginning to take it off

"No I'm just surprised to see you wearing it"

"Why?"

"I don't know"

"What's wrong?" Shawn asked.

"Jay hired some girl to stalk me while he's gone."

"Aww that must suck."

"Yeah I was really looking forward to the next couple weeks but I should've known. My life was never meant for happiness"

"Don't say that"

"It's true how come everyone I love is dead Shawn? Sometimes I wished he had shot me.. I'd rather be dead than living my life.." I took a sip.

"But what about me?" He asked still smiling.

"Your the only thing keeping me here" I shrugged.

"Do you wanna go watch a movie with me?" I changed the subject and he nodded.

We walked out of the coffee shop and he took my hand. We intertwined our fingers and walked to my house.

"Hi who's this" she clicked away on her computer.

"My friend" I said and we walked up the stairs and too my room.

"Woah this is your room"

"Yeah it's kinda big"

"North it's huge"

"What does it say on your wall?"

"If I lie here would you lay here with me and forget about the world." I opened my laptop and sat down on my couch.

"What do you want to watch?" I scrolled through Netflix.

"Oh Awkward I love that show" he said.

"All ten seasons (let's pretend) this is why Netflix ruined my life" I clicked on season 1 and he laughed.

We were lying on the couch with a random teal blanket over us with a laptop balancing over us eating blue lays potato chips.

Goals am I right?

"You got a text" I told him.

"Crap it's my mom I gotta go" he got up and looked for his jacket.

"Just tell her you were watching a movie at your friends house" he put on his sweater.

"Okay. Thanks princess" he put his hands on my shoulder and kissed my cheek.

"Bye" he waved. "bye" I responded.

I made sure he left then felt the spot on my face he kissed.

Well it's official. I'm a stalker.