someday; s.m.

Chapter 53

Song of the chapter: Idfc Blackbear

North Black

It was Monday again. I groaned at the sound of my alarm clock and got up and walked to my bathroom.

I washed my face and put on a little concealer and mascara. I put my hair into a messy bun and walked into my room, I grabbed black skinny jeans and a flannel and walked downstairs and picked up a granola bar.

I sighed unwrapping it.

Why did I ever want to grow up?

From: Wyatt
want a ride?

To: Wyatt
yea

I shut off my phone and tried to finish the mini breakfast I was eating before I heard a honk.

I swung my back pack over my shoulder and walked into his car.

"Morning, how'd you sleep?" He asked me.

"Fine I guess" I shrugged and he continued to drive.

"So um did you get you get a response from the hospital yet?" He asked me.

"Nope. How did you remember that?"

"I was thinking about you" he said and i smiled. He's the only person I have left.

He parked and we walked right out of his car.

Girls stared at me. I couldn't tell whether it was because of Shawn or the pictures but that was the last thing I cared about.

I looked down at my shoes and walked into the building.

Wyatt gave me an encouraging pat-on-the-back before I set myself off.

The day never seemed to finish but I finally had last period.

Science.

Where I sit surrounded by the people I hate most in life, Shawn and Noah.

I sat down in my usual seat and handed Noah our *cough, cough my* finished assignment.

"You finished it, finially. Here's your money I've been carrying it around for awhile." He handed me 60 dollars. I would comment about extra 10 if it was someone I didn't want to strangle.

I snatched the money out of his hand and put it into my backpack. I sat back its my seat and listened to the teacher ramble on.

"Hey?" Katie whispered to Shawn.

Ignore.

Ignore.

Ignore.

Ignore.

"Yeah?" He responded.

Ignore.

Ignore.

Ignore.

Ignore.

"Do you maybe want to go out for dinner sometime, like as a date" she whispered in fear of being shut down publicly.

Ignore.

Ignore.

Ignore.

Ign-

"Yeah I would love that. This Friday?" He said

"Yeah that's cool. Set something up"

"Definitely I'll call you" he said.

As much as I tried to ignore it it I just couldn't and I grabbed my back pack and stomped right out of class slamming the door behind me.

Shawn Mendes

"Definitely. I'll call you" I smiled at her and she turned the other way.

I all of sudden heard a chair pull back and I look up to see North stomping out of class.

She slammed the door behind her and I tried to figure out what happened.

It doesn't matter she probably needs someone.

as soon as I made that connection and I ran after her. The halls were still dead empty.

"North!" I called beginning to run to her. I grabbed her wrist and she turned around. Pain in her eyes, I've never seen her this heartbroken.

"Are you okay?" I couldn't bring myself to say anything different.

Our past played out in her brown eyes and I couldn't help but stare.

"Katie, Shawn!? Katie really!?" She screamed.

"What's wrong with Katie?" I asked her.

"After everything that happened you go for the girl who made me kill myself!!" She screamed.

I grew angrier. She broke up with me. She said she hated me. Yet she expects me to stay in the relationship she ended because of a rumour.

"We're not dating anymore North! I can date whoever I want it doesn't matter anymore, you don't matter anymore!" I screamed.

"Are you serious! You made me like you with your stupid face and your stupid smile you convinced me to trust you after I told you how much you meant to me!"

"I didn't start that blog and you know it! Why don't you ask your so called friends!"

"I hate you so much just leave me alone!" She screamed

"Your insane you know that! You have this huge house and this guy who loves you with all his heart! He does so much for you he works for you! He invited you into his damn life and all you want is to leave! You know North in the real world no one would even flinch if they put all this effort into you and all you did was rebel! You could be in a freaking orphanage!"

"That's better than staying here and being with you!" She screamed.

"You know what I'm done with you! I'm over you go have fun with Wyatt or Noah or whoever your with I've lost count!" I yelled and she began to walk away.

"Oh look I'm North I want to run away for no apparent reason and I make people feel bad for me then I crush there heart and then i hook up with a bunch of guys and get mad when the guy I left wanted to move on to someone who has done absolutely nothing to you!" I screamed at her.

She turned around her jaw hung open and one tear fell from her eye.

She looked at me in the most pain she possibly could and stomped outside.

I followed behind her I don't know why, just an instinct.

She stomped over to Wyatt.

"Hey Nor-" he greeted. She wrapped her arms around his neck and interrupted him by slamming her lips against his.