might aswell be real- joão félix

quarenta e sete

We get into his car and drive back to the hotel

"I'll have a shower and I'll be there in an hour or two," I say, heading back to my room.

"okay see you soon," he waves at me.

Joao's POV

I can't believe I've known her for this long and she kept this from me. She has a kid and with him as well, how did I not know? How old is it? How have I never seen it before? I can't talk to her right now because I'll end up shouting and there's no way I want to listen to anything she has to say. Maybe I should talk to Cristiano, he'll know everything, he'll know what I should do.

Tatijana's POV

2 hours later

I walk inside Cristiano's room which I assume he left open for me and close it.

"Tati!" Alana runs at me

"hey guys," I greet them all.

"what are you doing here?" Cris questions.

I act offended "what, I can't just want to see my favourite cousins."

"me and your mother are going out she's here to look after you." Cristiano says coming out of nowhere.

"Tatijana!" Gio walks out of her room.

"tia!" I run and hug her.

"you should visit more," she says admiring me.

"Saudi is so far away," I complain. I wish I could fly back and forth often but I don't have that patience.

"please you couldn't care less you came before no?" Cristiano tells me.

I shrug my shoulders, "I'll think about it, Camilla might get mad if  don't write new music soon."

"but won't you go back to Spain with Joao," she questions confused.

I look at the floor my mood immediately dropping, "if he ever talks to me again."

"what actually happened?" Cristiano pushes for an answer.

I fake smile, "nothing don't worry have fun guys."

"please be good guys don't scare Tatijana away," Cristiano jokes.

"Alana will," Jr points at her.

"hey Tatijana is my favourite I would never," she sticks out her tongue at him.

"aww." I pick her up as she hugs me, "you're my favourite too." Jr gives me a look and I wink at him. I'm not confident though not anymore anyway, I might just be overthinking things but it doesn't seem like we as close as we used to be.

"bye mama bye papa," Alana goes to kiss them goodbye.

"bye we'll be back soon," Gio waves at her.

"Mateo and Eva are asleep, they haven't eaten, they're bedtime is 9:30 Jr whenever," he tells me all the important information and kisses my forehead.

"okay," I nod my head as they walk out the door, "what do you wanna do?"

"who's Joao?" Alana asks immediately.

Just as I'm about to open my mouth Cris answers, "her boyfriend."

"Jr shut up," I hit him. Not only will he not tell me his secret now he's telling everyone mine.

"what?" He shrugs his shoulders at me. I roll my eyes.

"I need to meet him," she crosses her arms at me.