Sarang's POV
"Ok, I will go now. Annyeong" I smiled to Yoongi before got out from his car. I walked heading to my dance room. I started practicing no stop for 3 hours. I decided to back home at night cause there have 1 week before my team members decided. So I have to practice a lot.
"1 2 3 4, 5 6 7 8, 1 2 3 4, 5 6 7 8" I counted as I dance. After 3 hours, I took a short rest. I about to start again when my phone ringing. I looked at the screen. It's Jackson. I took my phone excitedly. But I stopped myself from pick it up. Why should I pick up? I know I miss him but I have to forget about him and focus on my practice. I put my phone on the couch back and turn it to mute. I sighed.
--------------
It's already time for lunch. I took my phone and put it in my pocket. I walked downstairs to get out from this building. I walked past by Got7's dance room. I just walked straight even I heard the door open and laugh. I sure they are them.
"Sarang?" I heard Bambam oppa voice. I stopped. I turned around and I saw Jackson running toward me.
"Are you okay? Why you didn't pick up my called?" He asked worriedly.
"I called you thousand times you know?" He said. He looked into my eyes. I looked away avoiding eye contact.
"Let's go" He grabbed my hand and made me run.
"Jackson! We're you going?" I heard Jaebum oppa shouted. But Jackson didn't stop running or even look back.
"Jackson, we're we going?" I asked him and tried to stop him.
"Let's go grab something" He smiled. I suddenly stopped running. He too.
"Let's eat with everyone" I said.
"I don't want. I wanna eat with you. Just with you" He told. I pulled my hand.
"I'll just eat alone then" I about to leave him but he grabbed my arm and pulled into his arm. My eyes widen just like it was a first time.
"How dare you. How dare you want to leave me alone? You steal mine so please take responsibility" He said near my ear that send me a shiver.
"Jackson, people looking at us. Please stop" I tried to break the hug. But of course he won't.
"Let's have lunch together if you want me let go of you" He said again.
"Just let me go first" I pushed him. But he stronger than me.
"Answer me first. Hurry up, people staring at us" He said.
"Okay let's go. Let me go now" I said pushing him and he broke the hug. I looked around. Actually, no one was they. I was fooled by him.
--------------
"You doing well, right? I really miss you this whole week" He smiled. I just look at him not even give him reaction.
"But why you not pick up my called?" He asked. I looked down.
"Mianhae. I just..." I stopped. I don't have any reason anyway.
"Mianhae" I apologized.
"Why you being so arrogant? You will debut soon so you being arrogant to me? I will debut earlier than you, you know?" He said. Am I arrogant?
"Mianhae" I apologized for no reason. He sighed. Suddenly his phone ringing. He looked at the screen and immediately turn of his phone.
"Who?" I asked.
"Jaebum hyung" He said.
"I think we should go now" I stood up. He grabbed my arm pulling me down.
"Just stay" He said.
"Jackson, Jaebum oppa called you for practice" I said.
"I don't care" He said. I sighed.
"Jackson stop being childish" I told.
"You still think I'm childish? You still think I'm a boy?" He suddenly asked. I looked at him in confused.
"Can you think me as a man?"
"Jackson, what are you--"
"Can you think me as a man? I still not a such man for you? Tell me! Which part I'm still not perfect? Let me change it!" He said seriously with a teary eyes. I looked at him.
"Why you being like this?" I asked.
"Not me but you! Why you being like this? Where is the real Sarang? The real Kim Sarang. Innocent, bright and cheerful girl. Not cold and arrogant girl. Where your smiles? I didn't see it for a long time. Can you just be yourself? Kim Sarang?" He said emotionally. My tears already rolling down to my cheeks.
"Think by yourself. Where's the real Kim Sarang gone? Bring her back. Please...I really miss her" He told. I didn't say anything. He exhaled.
"Here. VIP pass for our first showcase. I hope you will come. No, I hope Kim Sarang will come" He put a VIP pass on the table.
"I told you, I won't give up on you. Even we became a star. I'll go first. Take care" He excused and left me. My tears keep rolling down. He was right, why I'm being like this? I don't know too. I thought, I was happy when my dad let me be a singer. But...I was wrong. What should I do now? Dreams or Love? I should focus on my practice not on love. Yeah, of course. I want to debut first. I have to forget about him. Just forget about him. I will stop loving him. It would be easy. Of course, I'm Kim Sarang. I can do anything. I don't need him.
---------------
If you are Kim Sarang, what would you choose? Dream or Love? She trained for a long time but suddenly she fall in love. Aigoo~ you think you can forget him that easy? No no no
Anyway, vote vote vote!!
YOU ARE READING
First Love | Jackson
FanfictionKim Sarang is a cold-hearted girl. That's what all trainee said. But she not like that. She is a best trainee in JYP. With her best friend support, finally she found her life that she want. Sometimes, she feel her best friend is special. Special in...
