Miss Wanna Be Superstar

Chapter 42: A whole new Elle

Elle's POV:
ONE YEAR LATER

"Oh God, will you fucking move?" I hissed before pushing the girl in front of me. Ugh. People just can't see their places. Ugh. "I still can't believe it's been a whole year." Bulong ni Manager Glee kaya inirapan ko sya, kanina pa nya yan sinasabi.

Humarap ako sa kanya, "What's the plan about my anniversary?" Tanong ko at binigay sa PA ko ang purse ko. Tumingin sakin si Manager Glee at tinignan ang clipboard nya, psssh. "Well, you have a party and an award." Sabi nya kaya tumango na lang ako at lumabas na ng kotsye dahil nandito na kami sa mansion ko.

Yes, sa buong one year I haven't done anything but get money, money, money. Yan lang ang inaatupag ko, I also give time to my boyfriend. "I'm home!" Sigaw ko pero walang sumalubong sakin. Weird. Nasan kaya sila Mama?

"SURPRISE!" Sabay sabay nilang sigaw nang pagkabukas ko ng ilaw at nakita ko ang 'Congratulations Elle Estrada! We love you.' Ngumiti ako sa kanila at isa isa silang nilapitan at niyakap. Actually, sanay na sanay na ako sa mga ganto but this is always heart warming.

Napailing ako, heart warming? Nilagay ko ang kamay ko sa dibdib ko at pinakiramdaman yon. One year and I think I don't have a heart anymore. "Thank you." Sabi ko bago dumiretsyo sa labas. Pumunta naman sila sa kusina, ang iba ay naiwan at nagkwentuhan.

"Babe are you okay?" Tanong ni Migs at hinawakan ang bewang ko kaya sumandal ako sa chest nya. "I'm fine babe, you should enjoy the party." Sabi ko at hinalikan sya sa pisngi. I just really wanna be alone right now.

Hinarap ako ni Migs sa kanya at niyakap, "I understand. I'll wait for you in the kitchen, okay?" Sabi nya kaya ngumiti ako at niyakap sya. Nang makaalis si Migs ay naglakad pa ako sa may gilid para hindi ako kita.

One year. Who could have thought na makakasurvive ako dito nang one year? Wow.

"Hey, are you okay anak?" Tanong ni Mama at nilapitan ako. Inabutan nya ako ng beer kaya ininom ko yun agad habang natango. "I'm fine Ma, why are you here?" Cold kong sabi at tumayo na kaya tumayo din sya.

One year of being a robot.

"Sige anak, aalis na ako." Sabi nya at tumalikod na sakin. I wanted to run after her pero hindi ko magawa, it feels like my heart is being heavier and heavier. Umiling na lang ako at pumunta na sa kusina.

Napakunot ang noo ko nang may kinakausap si Migs na babae, the girl laughed and playfully slapped his hands. Mas lalong kumunot ang noo ko, the girl moved closer and that was my cue.

"Babe what are you doing with a slut like her?" Malakas kong sabi para rinig nilang dalawa kahit na malakas din ang music. The girl gasped and I smirked, hinawakan naman ni Migs ang kamay ko. "Easy babe, we were just talking about arts and all." Sabi nya kaya tinapik ko ang kamay nya. Art pala ha?

Humarap ako dun sa babaer before crossing my arm on my chest, "So you're studying art?" Tanong ko at tumango naman sya bago ako taasan ng kilay. Oh you did not just do that. "Art of flirting, seems like it. You're good at it." Nakasmirk kong sabi bago tumalikod at hinigit na si Migs. But before I left, I flipped my hair sa mukha nya.

"Why is there a party anyway? It's not like I wanted this. Ugh." I mumble before crossing my arms, we'd reached my room and I feel like i'm about to jump in my bed and cuddle myself and let myself sleep. "It's a surprise." Sagot ni Migs and I can feel that he doesn't want my attitude.

Well, deal with it.

"You, of all the people should know I don't like having a party in my mansion." I mumbled, angrily. I can't restrain myself anymore. I'm about to jump off the cliff of angryness. Why couldn't they understand me? Am I that hard to understand? Ugh.

Tahimik na umupo si Migs sa kama ko and I felt the guilt showering to my body, "Look i'm sorry. It's just, i'm really tired and all this, the loud music, the people, the party, is not just me." Sabi ko at hinawakan ang kamay nya bago tumabi sa kanya sa kama. I don't know why i'm like this, I couldn't recognize myself anymore.

"I understand babe, you should get some rest. I'll announce that the party's over." Sabi nya kaya ngumiti ako at tumango, Migs' a really gentleman. "Thanks babe, I love you." I said before kissing him right in the lips.

Ngumiti sya and he kissed back, "I love you more." He said after we broke the kiss, nang makaalis sya ay nag-collapse na agad ako sa kama ko.

Haaaay.

I groaned at hinagis ang unan sa purse na nasa table dahil bigla na lang may tumawad, "Can't you see i'm trying to sleep here?!" Padabog akong tumayo at kinuha ang phone ko. Pag ito wala lang, the caller's surely dead. Ugh.

"Elle, we have a problem." Sabi ni Manager Glee kaya medyo nawala ang galit ko, sya lang pala. "What is it? Make it fast, i'm sleepy." Sabi ko at naramdaman ko ang pagirap nya kaya umirap din ako. Lakas ng isang to ha!

Bumuntong hininga sya, "We'll fly in the Philippines, first thing in the morning. Say no and the producers for your up coming movie next year would be gone. Pack your things, bye." She didn't even let me speak! What a faggot. Ugh.

Wait, "I'M GOING BACK TO THE PHILIPPINES?"

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Abangan!