This is my fight song. Take back my life song. Prove I'm all right song. – Rachel Platten. It's been a tough year, but I made it through in one piece. I think of everything that's happened and I don't care what you all think, I'm pretty damn proud of myself for surviving. Everyday I sing my fight song proudly. I'm staying strong and I'm more than PTSD and depression. I won't let them take over my life. My name is Jayde Lucy Depp and this is my fight song!
She posted this to her Tumblr then went over to her son and husband who were playing on the floor. Steven was in the process of knocking over a tower Johnny had made with blocks. It made him laugh every time he did it. Johnny saw her come back and he reached behind him to get an envelope. He handed it to her and she asked what it was. Once she opened it, she put her hand over her mouth. Inside she found a list that he had written:
Reasons I Love My Wife
By Johnny Depp
She is one of the most selfless people I've ever met
Her smile could light up an entire country
She can never tell a story without bursting into laughter
She loves with her whole heart
She's one of my biggest fans
She's beautiful inside and out
She is one of the strongest women I know
Her laugh is contagious
She makes me happy just by existing
Her face when I asked her to marry me
The way she dances like no ones watching
Her commitment to sobriety
The way she tells me she loves me
The way she's grumpy when she first wakes up in the morning
Her love for life and every little thing in it
Her whole face lights up when she's excited
Her stubbornness
The way she can make friends with almost anyone
She made me believe in a second chance
The way her voice sounds when she sings
Her passion for helping people less fortunate
Her accent impressions
Tears of happiness flooded her eyes and she hugged her him. "Merry Christmas", he told her.
"Merry Christmas, love".
The next day she hung the list up at her desk where she could always see it. Her heart was filled with love for her husband. Everyone saw it when they walked by her desk and it made them smile and Amanda told her that she wished she had a guy that would do that for her. "He's one of a kind", she agreed. Rafael saw her and he came over to talk. "Hey! How was your Christmas", she asked.
"It was good. Can I talk to you for a second?"
Jayde got up and followed him to the hallway. "What's up?"
"I just wanted to see how you were doing. It's been a tough year".
She nodded in agreement. "Yeah. Thank god it's almost over. I'm doing better. Therapy is really working, just like Liv said".
He smiled at her. "I also wanted to know if we're good".
"You've been forgiven, Rafael". He nodded before they walked back in. She went back to her desk and sat back down as he went over to Olivia's office.
That night she and Johnny talked about having another baby. "Are you serious", she asked.
"Only if you want to, love. I don't want to make you if you don't want to".
"I do". He kissed her softly as she got on top of him. He laughed as he sat up. He removed her shirt then massaged her breasts as she removed his shirt. She moaned quietly as she felt his hands on her. His lips went to her neck and he flipped over so she was on her back. His hands went down to her pants and he removed them with her underwear.
"I love you so much", he told her. She reached down and removed his pants and boxers. He laid her down then opened her legs before coming in between them. She moaned as she felt him enter her. Their hips grinded together as he thrusted in and out of her. She moaned as his hands went to her hips. He messaged them as he kissed her then his lips went to her neck. She moaned as she felt him gradually get faster with each thrust. She arched her back as she bit her lower lip and she ran her hand through his hair.
They felt each other work to their release and when they did, she moaned. He pulled out of her and he laid beside her. She smiled as she laid her head on his chest. "I love you". It was a couple weeks later that she woke up feeling sick. She went over to the bathroom where she emptied her stomach. After flushing the toilet, she rinsed her mouth under the faucet. Thoughts went through her head and she hoped it meant that she was pregnant again.
Johnny had returned to England to continue shooting the next Harry Potter movie and she decided not to tell him until she knew for sure. She went to the pharmacy where she picked up a pregnancy test. The results seemed to take forever but after a few seconds, she saw pink. She was pregnant! Happiness filled her.
"Hey, love. When you get a chance, call me. I have something to tell you". A few minutes her phone rang as she tried to wrestle Steven into a shirt. "No! I no want that one!" He crossed his arms over his little chest. Finally after a couple minutes, he was dressed and he ran away from her. She sighed relieved and she went to her phone which rang for the second time. "Hey, love".
"Hey, what's going on? Is everything ok?"
"Besides wrestling with your son to get dressed, yeah. I just wanted to tell you that I'm pregnant!"
A few seconds of silence. "You're... wow!", was all he could say. "We're going to have another baby! I can't believe this!" That day she was at the precinct after dropping Steven off at the sitter. "I love you, be good", she told him. She had just finished a sandwich when she felt it coming back up. She casually walked to the bathroom where she threw up in the toilet. She washed her mouth out in the sink then walked out. Thankfully the squad was out following up leads so nobody would be suspicious.
Olivia came out from her office and saw her. "Jayde, I didn't hear you come in!"
"Oh, I just got here", she said. "I did want to talk to you though".
Olivia looked at her wondering if it was good news or not. "I just found out that I'm pregnant again!"
"Congratulations again! You remember..."
"Desk duty". This made Olivia smile and nod. She went back to her desk as everyone filled in. Amanda and Sonny were arguing over something with Fin following behind. They all went to their desks and sat down.
Later she and Johnny were on the phone discussing names. "Love, we have six months to agree on a name. I do like Helena or Kiera".
He laughed on the other side of the phone. "Well I think it's mom's turn to pick the names".
"Score one for mom! I was thinking of taking a picture of Steven with him in a shirt that says BIG BROTHER on it then putting it on the blog".
"I think that's a cute idea!"
The next day, she bought a tshirt and after some negotiations, she managed to get Steven in the shirt long enough for a picture. Once the picture had been taken, he immediately wanted it off. He ran off to the living room where he played with his toys while Jayde posted the picture to Tumblr with the caption COMING SUMMER 2017!
