TMR/TBS Imagines

Newt // The accident

"Newt please," I begged on the locked door. After he saw me talking to Thomas, he called me a cheater and ran to his room although nothing happened.

"Go away," he whined behind the door.

I pushed my head and palm against it as my tears slid down my cheeks. "Please baby open up."

"Go away (Y/N)." He voice was so harsh it actually made me shutter.  

"I know you won't listen but I'm going to talk anyway," I said sliding down the door and pulling my legs into my chest.

"We've been together over a year now and I have to say it's been the best bloody year. You found me when I was broken and lost and you gave me hope. You gave me a reason to wake up in the morning. You were, are my everything. I would never throw that away especially for a shank like Tommy. I know I'm stubborn and I know I'm useless to the glade but I can, I thought I made you happy. I'll leave you alone now. I honestly don't know if what I said helped you or if it gave me closer for this. Goodnight newt. Even if you don't love me, I love you."

I stood up and walked down the stairs of the homestead and fell into a tree. My sobs poured as I crumbled on the hard ground into a ball. I was a shaking and blubbering mess.

I lost him all because he thought I was cheating. I lost the one thing they kept me alive in this glade. I lost everything.

I eventually fell asleep with my sobs singing me to sleep.

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I stirred awake and felt a warm blanket draped over my body. I jerked up as I looked around at the room Newt and I had shared.

"Finally you're awake," a British voice said in the corner of the room as I flinched slightly.

"I-I don't know h-how i got here," I stuttered and climbed out of the bed.

"No baby please. I brought you in," he said sounding almost desperate. I brought myself into a hug as I looked at my cold toes.
"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry Newt. I-I didn't flirt with him. I-." I was shaking as he ran to me and wrapped her arms tightly around me.

"No no (Y/N) I'm sorry. I should have believed you. I just," he sighed and pulled me with him to the bed. "I don't know why you love me. I'm so broken (Y/N) and Thomas isn't. He can give you stability and he's better looking and he's everything you need."

"What I need is you." I spoke so low I worried he hadn't heard me at all but his head turn made me realize he did. "You're my everything and you're definitely better looking than Thomas."

"Do you forgive me? I just can't loose you (Y/N). I'm so scared," he cried as I pulled him under the sheets and curled his body around mine.

"Of course. I love you newt. I would die without you." He spun me around to face him before kissing my lips hungrily.

"Now let me tell you how much of klunk that was last night."