TMR/TBS Imagines

Newt // Stung

I've been on high alert for two days thanks to two griever stings. I had been in the maze when a griever jumped me and attacked. Minho found me and brought me to Jeff and Clint for their help before I passed out. I woke up an hour ago with horrifying news.

I was stung twice yes, but the serum wasn't here as well as the symptoms weren't showing. We had used the last vile on a runner three weeks ago. The box wasn't coming up for four days now. I was dead.

Newt, my boyfriend, didn't leave my side. Alby explained what happened and it's like he died right in front of me. The life left his eyes but he stood alive. He lost everything when they said they lost me.

"Newt," I whispered as he perked his head out of his hands and wrapped them around mine.

"Hey love. How's my girl?" He asked through tear stained cheeks.

"Will you make my last day the best day? I want you to spend our last day together doing fun things," I begged as another wave of tears left us.

"Of course. But baby I'm going with you," he said as I shook my head and pulled him to me.

"No you're not. Everyone needs you here. You have to keep Minho and Gally from killing Clint and Alby after this. You can't throw your life away for me," i cried and gripped onto him.

"But (Y/N) you're my world. If I lost you... I would die. I'm not loosing you (Y/N). This is my choice and I'm coming with you. If you die, I die."

"But Newt, I can't ask you to kill yourself for me," I cried harder.

"You're not asking. I love you and I'm not living without you in here. Surely I wouldn't make it long without doing it on my own. Please just spend our last day together." I nodded and kissed him through the tears. The kiss became sloppy as I wished to taste every inch of him, knowing in hours there would be nothing left of us.

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Newt and I spent the day with locked hips. I mean there wasn't a second we weren't touching. We had spend some time with Alby, Clint and Jeff talking over my condition but careful to leave Newt out of this.

It was selfish of me to take him with me I know. But I also knew how depressed he's been since the beginning of the glade over 2 years ago. If I left, surely he would go insane and vice-versa. 

We worked with the track hoes for a little bit throwing dirt at each other and accidentally hitting Zart. I asked Minho to race when he came back from the maze and knowing Minho, he took the challenge. I was winded very easily today so he won by far but still picked me up as if to congratulate me.

I wrote a letter to my boys indirectly stating why I was doing what I was about to do. I had no explanation exactly even though it fit perfectly. There wasn't any more serum, the issue was why Newt was with me.

It was now five minutes till the doors would close. Newt and I were lying beside the wall of names gripping onto each other and watching the boys work. I couldn't stop crying now. They went along as if today wasn't a different day yet they were about to loose two gladers. I couldn't help but feel guilty though but he assured me it wasn't my choice but his.

"I love you (Y/N). I'm sorry this had to happen," he said pecking my forward.

"I love you Newt. Please don't do this to yourself," I cried. "Please help Alby and Minho. Please get them out of the maze for me. Please don't do this to yourself."

"(Y/N) I-I don't... I don't know if I could live without you," he stuttered as we both sobbed into each other.

"You can. You're gonna save these boys. You're gonna know that I'm with you every second my love. And I'll love you till the end of time. I'll watch you do great things without me. I love you," I said cupping his cheeks.