Numb. Worthless. Useless. Not good enough. Ugly. Too skinny. I bet she's better than me with him. Those thoughts bugged me, as his words and actions kept replaying in my head.
"You're acting like we were something, but we weren't." He said dryly
"I...
I groaned and buried myself deeper into the covers.
"Wake up! We're meeting everyone downstairs in 30 minutes." I recognized Hayes' voice.
"Okay, I'm up!" I groaned, opening my eyes and stretching.
"What time is it?" I asked fully awake now.
"Um, it's about 9:30." Hayes replied before going over to his suitcase.
I nodded and grabbed some clothes to take a shower. I took a quick 10 minute shower, and got out and dressed.
I quickly blow dried my hair, and straightened it.
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I walked along with Hayes down to the lobby, and met everyone down there.
"Hello everyone!" I greeted surprisingly cheerful.
"Hey," "what's up?" "Hi" was heard in response.
"Why are you so happy today?" Nash asked me.
"What? I can't be happy?" I replied with an attitude.
"No! I mean, you deserve to be happy. You're just never really this happy, ya know?" He defended.
"Oh." Was All I replied before going to sit with Gilinsky.
We all ate breakfast like one big family and just talked.
"Brenda?" Nash asked getting my attention from Crystal, who was talking.
"Hmm." I hummed in response.
"I'm sorry." He apologized, getting everyone's attention.
"For what?" I asked, making him go into detail.
"For yesterday. I didn't mean to come at you like that. Jealously took over me and I couldn't control it. I swear I didn't. I know you haven't had the best relationships, but I want to change that. Would you let me make it up to you by taking you on a date?" He asked.
"Well," I started, making everyone impatient for my answer.
"I guess so." I replied, making everyone cheer.
He ran up to me, and kissed me on the lips. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jackie jealous? Nah, I'm probably just seeing things.
"Okay, so now we need to take you to the mall to buy you clothes!" Mahogany cheered.
"For what? I already have enough." I replied.
"We want this night to be special." Crystal answered my previous question.
Before I could say anything, they were already dragging me out of the hotel. We grabbed a taxi, and headed to the mall.
As soon as we got there, they attacked the stores. We were in and out of every possible store.
