You Found Me. [Luke Hemmings]

Bowling.

I wake up before my mind even registers it. I simply lay in my bunk,  eyes shut closed, just listening to the loud chatter coming from the lounge.

And my first thought is- Boys are back.

Which means that the blonde haired boy, whose name I don't wanna even say, is there too.

At the thought of seeing him or having to interact with him in any way, my stomach churned and I suddenly felt sick.

Why am I always in situations like this? I hate the feeling that we're on the bad page again. Because just as I think things have changed, they get even worse and that honestly pisses me off.

My hand started roaming around the bunk, trying to find my savoir. When I finally find them beneath the pillow, I stuff my headphones in my ears, putting my music on the  'shuffle' option.

And my ears then register the familiar sound that I love so much. As much as I want to just sing along, I know I can't so I just simply move my mouth to the beautiful lyrics and the amazing voice of Kelly Clarkson.

''Here I am, here I stand, I'm torn into pieces.

Can't deny it, can't pretend.

Just thought you were the one.

Broken up, deep inside,

But you won't get to see the tears I cried,

Behind these hazel eyes...''

Lyrics seem to describe everything I'm feeling, though not fully. I am lost into them, too much to even notice the tears that streamed down my cheeks.

When the song ends, another one starts and I feel a bit better at the sound of Happy by Pharrell playing.

It cheers me up, enough to open my eyes and wipe the tears that had started drying on my stained cheeks.

I decided to pull the curtains of the bunk open and hop out of it. When I did, I found empty bunks around me, much to my pleasure. I went to get some clothes, which consisted of a marron skirt which flew all the way to above my knees, a white sleeveless top which was tucked into the skirt that held a thin black belt. With that, I put on my light blue denim jacket and some floral flats with a red ribbon on top of it. I twirled around in front of a full length mirror that separated the lounge from the bunk section. When I made sure my hair is okay, I walked into the lounge, finding everyone there. And by everyone, I mean literally everyone. From 5SOS boys to 1D lads and Angela. I'm surprised they actually succeeded to fit inside because it wasn't really the widest space.

As I entered, I caused everybody's eyes to come on me, much to my displeasure. 

''Uh, hi everyone. '' I said awkwardly, as if I see all of them for the first time. And I immediately face palm myself because of my awkwardness. It's just boys and Angie, you goof.

They mostly chorus a 'hello' back, besides the blonde boy with the lip stud. I ignore him, of course.

''I'm gonna go get myself decent, brb.'' I told them and as I waited for the door to slide closed, I heard Louis speak.

''Did she seriously just casually say brb?'' to which they all laughed, including myself.

''Freak.'' I heard Calum yell and I made a grimace, which was directed towards him, even though he couldn't see me.

When I finally did my business, I exited the small bathroom, eyeing all of them.

Louis,  Calum and Zayn are sitting on the couch, whilst Niall and Angie are on the other one, chattering and laughing. I immediately smile at how happy she looks.