The Assistant JJK FF

Chapter 13: Girls' Night part two

"Jun sweetheart, wake up," you say slightly shaking him.

He groans in response and turns around on the bed so his body is facing you. He opens his eyes but they're drooping.

"Champ are you not feeling well?" You place the back of your hand on his forehead to check his temperature.

"Baby, you're burning up." You start to panic not knowing what to do. The last time Jun got sick you were 13 and you started crying. You did know how to take care of a sick person but your baby brother being sick just made you anxious.

You run out of the room quickly to get a cloth and a bowl of cold water.

"Yn, are you ok? You look stressed," Aaliyah asks.

"Jun isn't well," you respond walking around the kitchen like a headless chicken.

"Here let me do this. Why don't you just breathe and sit down. He'll be fine, don't worry." She pats your back to calm you. But nothing can calm you now. He was basically your child and just thinking of him being sick brought tears, that you didn't let fall, to your eyes. Aaliyah takes the bowl and cloth from your hands and disappears into the room Jun was sleeping in.

You felt like you didn't take care of him well enough that's why he got sick in the first place. It had only been a few minutes but you already felt like a failure as a mother. You couldn't even take care of his sick self properly because you were on the verge of having an emotional breakdown.

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You brushed your fingers through Jun's hair as he slept. The fever went down but your stress levels didn't. You didn't want to leave his side but you still had to be at work eventhough it was Sunday.

You sighed as you got up. You didn't know how you were going to focus on anything at all because the only thing on your mind was Jun.

You kissed Jun on his forehead before leaving the room to start your work day.

You sit in the practice room in a complete daze as you start over thinking. The thoughts and questions concerning Jun swarms in your mind.

What if his fever came back?

What if he's hungry and wants something only I can make?

What if he's feeling worse?

What if he can't sleep?

What if he needs me?

"Yn. Yn. Yn." Yoongi clicks his fingers in front of your face, finally, gaining your attention.
You look up to meet his gaze.

"I asked you to bring my USB from the dorm, three times already."

"Oh. Sorry Sir," you quickly respond and stand up.

"Yn are you ok? You seem a bit off."

"I'm fine. It's just that, Jun is sick and I'm worried and there's just a lot in my mind right now," you answer Yoongi's question.

"Why don't you take the rest of the day off?"

"No, it's fine. I-"

"Yn, go check on him. It's Sunday and we don't have much work left," he cuts your words.

"But-"

"Yn, no buts. It's fine. It's not like we're in desperate need of anything. Also if Jun is feeling better then you can just bring him here." He smiles at you.

"Okay. Thank you so much." At that moment you really appreciated Yoongi's kindness.

Yoongi was probably the least repulsive in terms of how he treated you. The other members were rather shady at times. Even though they were all nicer to you now they still acted out sometimes. Yoongi was the most consistent.