Time (a Jake Foushee fan fiction)

Chapter 36

FFW≫≫ 3 weeks.

I sit on my wall crying holding the tiara jake gave me, it had been 5 days since I've heard from him. a week since the tour ended.

As I run my finger over the jewels I relive all the memories we made together and wonder how he could just throw it all away.

I hear my phone buzz and I scramble for it hoping it was jake. It was not. It was my friend Kristy . I didn't wanna talk to anyone I ignored her call.

I hear another buzz and I look down it was a text from Aaron I hadn't heard from him since the tour ended either.

"How have you been?"

"Alright ig u?"

"Bored without the tour

why just alright?"

"Jake won't return

my calls or txts"

"Well he sucks!"

Aaron and I texted throughout the night. It helped get my mind off of jake a little but it was always there the hurt I was feeling never went away.

I just wanted to know what happened why he just decided I didn't matter? I loved him he let me fall in love with him the just dropped me.

I keep thinking what if his phone is lost or he is grounded or something. I don't even bother to look at twitter because knowing he has his phone and isn't talking to me will hurt me too much.

I used to be a strong person who wouldn't put up with anything like this but Jake broke me to the point where if he called at this moment I would pick up in an instance and be his again.

When did I become this week reliant person. Why did I need this boy like I needed a drug?

I've spent the last few days sleeping in the hoodie he bought me hoping it would bring me comfort but it had not.

I've never felt like this ever in my life.

Why does such a beautiful thing like love have to hurt so badly when it felt so wonderful not very long ago?

It is a shame what ive become but it feels like nothing but jakes affection could fix it.

Why is the only question I have for him

Why?