5 Seconds Of Summer Imagines

Ashton Imagine

Slowly, I walk down the street, contemplating how the conversation will go. Will she slam the door in my face or welcome me with open arms. I'm hoping for the latter but I have a feeling it may be the first, but I'm still going to try because that's what people in a relationship do. Or did do. Until she broke up with me, but I'd like to think that I still have a chance at mending us.

The sun has long since set and my breath is fogging out in front of me, the night being unusually cold for this time of year but I'm not going to let that hold me back from turning up unannounced to win her back. I stop in front of her house for several moments, noticing a light on upstairs I decide its best to just do it now. Like taking off a band aid. It will go one of two ways and if it doesn't work out, I can at least say I tried.

Knocking several time, I step back from the door and wait for her to open it. When no one answers, I take the hint and turn to leave, until I hear her sweet voice calling my name.

"Ashton?"

Turning around quickly, I nearly lose my balance and my breath hitches in my throat at finally seeing her after the past few months apart.

"Hi." I say quietly, scared of talking to loud in case I disrupt whatever moment it is were having.

"What are you doing here?" The sound level of her voice matches mine, her tone sounding curious yet caring. Or that's what I'm hoping for anyway.

"I missed you." My voice breaks midsentence. That isn't what I originally planned on saying, it just came out and I mental face palm myself for saying it out loud. Even if it is the truth I don't want to seem so pathetic.

"I missed you too." She smiles lightly at me, igniting a spark of hope inside of me. I carefully step closer, praying this is going the way I want it. "But you can't be here."

There it is. The beginning to her turning me away. Immediately the light inside of me extinguishes, sending me entire world into darkness and she hasn't even fully shunned me yet.

"Why?"

"I have someone here." I get her hint. She's moved on and the guy is in her house and if he sees her desperate looking ex on the porch it's not going to go well at all. However, I'm willing to fight him for her if it comes down to it.

"So? Get rid of him." I don't mean for my words to come out so harsh but they do anyway. She looks at me in shock that I could demand such a rational thing and I regret opening my mouth. I regret even coming. "Sorry, I didn't mean it like that."

"No, I'm sorry Ash. You should go." Her words kick me whilst I'm down and I feel the air leave my lungs, resulting in me struggle for the air I so desperately need. Her words are killing me, not having her is killing me and I need her badly. "Don't come back."

She turns and closes the door in my face, causing a rogue tear to fall down my cheek. Trying to get her back didn't work, I didn't even get to do a big romantic speech like they do in books or movies to try and convince her how great we are together and that we need one another. With each of her words and actions, the light inside felt like it would never return as I stepped away from her house and began making my way down the street once again.