My Heaven And My Hell

Japan after Gig 11/13/2000

Nikki's POV

I sit alone in my room, I've been in Japan for almost two weeks. I still can't reach anyone. Called both Donna and Jenny neither will pick up the phone. All I get is an answering machine. I also tried to call my kids that bitch Brandi isn't picking up either. Damn I want to hear my kids voices it would make this easier to bare. I've spent most of my time in various states of drunkenness. As much as I enjoy what I do. I just want to go home. Even if I'm not sure if I even have one. I take another drink as I try Jenny's number again.
"Hey this Jenny just leave your name and number and I'll return your call." I listen once again to her machine.
"Jenny please pick up. I need to know what's going on in your head. Damn it woman pick up your phone." Fuck I'm so frustrated. Picking up the damned phone I throw the fucking thing against the wall. The sound of it crashing eases my anger some. Leaning against the headboard I continue to drink I close my eyes trying to calm my mind. Hearing my hotel door I glance up it's Sam. How in the hell did she get in.
"Sam what are you doing?" I sigh.

"I heard a noise just wanted to see if you were ok." She comes closer and eases onto the bed.

"Well I'm good you can go back to your room." She ignores my last comment and strattles me.

"Come on Nikki she hasn't answered your calls or called you back since we landed in Japan." She says as she unfastens my pants. I take another drink as I watch her tug my pants down around my hips. I should tell her no, but I just might be to drunk and pissed to care. She leans down and takes my dick in her mouth. Taking another drink I let her have her way. I groan as I watch her head bob up and down. It doesn't take long to get me off. I catch her off guard when I cum. She pulls back gagging.

"You prick you could have warned me!" She screeches.

"I didn't ask you to give me head." I laugh sarcastically. It was a jerk move. I know she doesn't like cum in her mouth, but I'm in a nasty mood.

"You're...you are such an asshole!" She sputters as she stomps out the door slamming it behind her.

"So I've been told." I pull up my pants and take another drink.

Jenny's POV

I listen to my answering machine as it picks up, it's Nikki again. It's early morning here in California. It must be late night there. Like the times before I reach to pick it up. Then I pause I don't want to get in the way if his wife is willing to work things out with him. Hearing his voice I can't help it I finally break and pick up the phone. But the call ended. I sit for awhile and stare at the phone feeling miserable. The tears start to fall down my face. The only other person that knows I'm pregnant besides me and my doctor is my sister Jolene. I want to share my pregnancy with him. I don't want to do this alone again. My sister is being very opinionated about the subject. She tells me to quit being the sacrificial lamb and think of myself for once. Think of the baby you're having. I don't know what to do about this. I sigh I do know one thing. I have to get up. I wipe my eyes and reluctantly start my day.