My Heaven And My Hell

Mrs Misery 3/15/05

Nikki's POV

Sitting in my dressing room waiting for my time on stage. Jenny naps on the couch. She loves her readers, but they wear her out. It makes me laugh that she calls them readers instead of fans. I glance at her she still wears her dress from the signing. She wasn't given the chance to change. I smirk it means I get to help her out of it tonight. Just thinking about it gets a rise out of me. I hear footsteps at my door and look up to see Donna and just like that the locomotive looses its steam.

"What's she doing in here?" She hisses.

"She has some screwed up fans Allen doesn't want her left alone. He's still a little nervous after her run in with her stalker. It just happens to be my shift." I answer calmly. "Let's take a walk.

As I usher Donna out of the room. I catch Kimo's eye and point to the dressing room. She looks annoyed, so I push onto a new subject.

"How's everything at home?" I ask.

"Well I guess. Frankie beged and beged to go see her sisters so I gave in. Mrs Grey said it was ok for her to stay a couple days, so I decided to come see you." She answers with a shrug.

"Thanks for letting her see them." I smile.

"Your right I might not like their Mother, but they are sisters. Progress I sigh.

"I have sometime tomorrow we could go out on a date if you like." I suggest.

"That would be so nice." She smiles sweetly and takes my hand in hers and then hugs me. I'm caught off guard I pull back slightly and eye her suspiciously. Where's all this niceness coming from.

"Where would you like to go?" I ask.

"Oh it doesn't matter as long as we're together." She answers. "And I am glad Jenny is ok especially for her children's sake." She adds. Ok where's my wife this is an imposter.

I watch over Donna's shoulder as Kovac ducks into my dressing room a few moments later he appears with Jenny on his arm. He approaches smiling. I guess he didn't want her to get a rude surprise. Of course the girl takes my wife's verbal abuse with barely a peep.

"Hello Mrs Sixx." He greets my wife formally. She glares at Jenny then schools her expression.

"Hello Mr Kovac." She gives a forced smile.

"How are you tonight?" Kovac asks.

"Fine thank you." Donna answers.

"Jenny and I are going to go watch the opening band finish their set." He says. "It was nice to see you Mrs Sixx." Now that Kovac has accomplished his social obligation he escorts Jenny to the section set aside for VIPs.

"Really Nikki it's bad enough I have to deal with her because of the kids, now backstage at your shows." She says raising her voice. "Just because she screwing your manager. Does that mean you have to babysit?"

"Don't be so crude about Jenny?" I say trying to stay calm.

"You know I might just hang out for more then a couple days." She smiles gleefully. "I could do some shopping."

"You could do that just as easily in LA." I reply feeling like I want to sulk like a boy being denied his favorite pastime.

"Oh no It will be more fun on the road." She grins.

"Ok just leave Allen and Jenny alone I like the relationship I have with my manager." I sigh.

"I'll do my best." She giggles.

"It's Showtime I got to go." I tell her and join my band on their way to the stage. I guess I won't be helping Jenny out of that dress or her really sexy corset tonight, damn.

Jenny's POV

I walk out on my balcony thinking on enjoying the air. I sigh Nikki's room is next to mine, their balcony doors are open and they are fighting. I don't want to hear I turn to go back inside. But to late not to hear what they are arguing about. Nikki just told Donna in not so nice terms that he didn't want anymore fucking kids. I swallow hard which would be ok if I wasn't already late. I walk back inside close the door and sit on my bed. I shouldn't panic yet. It could be just stress I've been through so much. I can still hear raised voices at least I couldn't hear what they are saying anymore. I groan this just can't happen I've been so good about taking the pills. I haven't missed a dose. I crawl under the blankets and turn off the light. I need to have Allen put me far away from Nikki's room from now on. I close my eyes and try to sleep, but I can't help the tears that fall. I worry about Nikki's reaction and that stupid morality clause.