My Heaven And My Hell

Movie Night with Nine and The Morning After

Nikki's POV

No wonder Jenny was giggling as dinner clean up was over and she disappeared into her office. Have you ever tried to calm down nine kids ages four to fourteen, so they will watch a movie. I pull out tonight's selection obviously the younger kids picked. I look at the title.

"Racing Strips." I laugh.

"That's a baby movie." Charlie and Decker moan.

"Momma said it was our pick tonight." Lizzy grins.

"I want to see it too." Storm chimes in.

"I'm good with it." Gunner says as he flips through a magazine.

"Trader." Decker sulks and looks at Gunners mag. "Gunner is looking at naked girls." Decker snatches the magazine and runs with it.

"I am not." He yells and blushes. He takes off chasing him. "It's just girls in swimsuits.

And just like that all hell breaks loose there's giggling, chasing, punching oh my. And I have a headache.

I finally get them to settle down for the movie with their soda and popcorn. The girls have curled up around me Elisa, Frankie, and Mary are on my lap. Lizzy and Storm on each side of me. The boys at the other end of the couch acting nonchalant about the movie. Even though they are not all mine they've gained nicknames. The Sixx horde, The Sixx Pack, The Sixx gang, and my all time favorite Sixx's spawn. They do hang pretty tight together. They have excepted the odd makeup of their family better then the adults.

As the end credits play the youngest begin to yawn it's bed time for them. I take them to the room next to Jenny's that they have shared since they were babies. She had given up long ago and had made room for my children. She's not even my wife. Ryan and Decker have a room across from the three little girls. Lizzy and Storm share a room across from Jenny's that had once been a guest room. Charlie moved to the third floor. She built a room for Gunner in the Attic once he became a teen because that's what he wanted. She just grinned and said empty space needs to be filled.

I tuck the girls into their beds and kiss them good night. Amazingly enough they don't argue tonight. I head back downstairs to find Storm reading to Decker and Lizzy. Charlie and Gunner playing a video game. I start the clean up and the kids come to help apparently this is the rule. Jenny really amazes me. It doesn't take long before everything is put to right. They share the game system for another hour before one by one they start to get sleepy. I call a halt and send the eleven and under to bed. The older boys head to their rooms a little later. Tonight was a good time with the kids, but the nights not over yet.

I smirk and head to see what Jenny is up to. I open her office door. She is asleep at her desk so much for the best laid plans. I gently touch her shoulder.

"Jenny wake up baby." I Whisper.

She slowly opens her eyes and rubs them. She looks at the computer and saves her work.

"Where are the kids?" She asks.

"They are all asleep." I answer.

"All the kids?" She asks sleepily and confused.

"Oh didn't I tell you this is a weekend thing." I smirk. "Donna's out of town."

"Ah Nikki." She groans sleepily.

She starts to stand and almost falls over she's so tired. I pick her up in my arms.

"I guess it's time for you to go to bed too." I Whisper and carry her to her room. I tug her blankets down and place her gently on her bed. I slowly begin to remove each piece of clothing untill she's wearing nothing but her panties. She's to sleepy to argue. She just watches me through lidded eyes. I lean down and brush my lips against hers. I pull away reluctantly and cover her up. She closes her eyes in sleep. I really want to crawl in with her but I don't. I take my aroused self downstairs to the den turned guest room.

Jenny's POV

I wake and slowly open my eyes to find myself alone. I remember him bringing me to bed. The last thing I recall is his kiss. I touch my lips with my fingertips. Why is he doing this I feel the tears start to fall. I've missed him so much over the past years. To always be so close and not being able talk with him and touch him like I want to. I glance at my alarm clock. I need to get up the kids will be up soon. Drying my eyes I slide out of bed and get dressed.

Coming down the stairs I see Nikki sitting at my kitchen table drinking coffee and reading the paper like he belongs there. He smiles when he sees me.

"Good morning sweetheart." He says with a grin. "Sleep well?"

"Yes." I answer. "You?"

"Not so much." He smirks.

I walk over and get some coffee. As I go to take my usual seat Nikki carefully takes my cup sets it on the table and pulls me onto his lap.

"Nikki." I cry in surprise. He presses his lips against mine silencing any further protests. I give in melting against him. Slipping my hands under his shirt I run my fingertips over his bare back. I moan as he moves to my neck kissing and nipping.

"Get a room." Gunner groans then smirks. "What's for breakfast Momma Jen?"

I jerk away embarrassed and ashamed. What if it had been Ryan or Frankie? I'm out before anyone can stop me. I hear Nikki behind me.

"Jenny!" He calls to me.

I don't stop till I reach the beach and the waters edge. I collapse in tears I just sit and let the water wash over me.