My Heaven And My Hell

You Slay Me 3/5/2005

Author's note warning this chapter could be mentally disturbing...It was for me🤔😭😜

I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door, I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue - Paint it Black The Rolling Stones

Jenny's POV

I feel so groggy and confused at first. As my mind clears fear sets in. I feel a cold breeze hit my bare skin all I'm wearing is my panties and bra. I try to move but I can't I'm tied securely to a chair. I look around to see candles and flowers. My eyes finally settle on my secret admirer.

"Cindy." I whisper. She had dyed her red hair a nondescript brown. She had bound her breasts and wore loose clothes to hide her curves. Her green eyes were hidden behind brown contacts.

"You know I love you Jenny." She says softly. "I thought about killing you in your sleep. I don't want to cause you pain. Unfortunately for your lover to really suffer, you are going to have to suffer.

"Cindy please don't." I cry.

"Oh Jenny I have to." She says in a soothing tone. "Don't cry my love. I'm saving you and me from further heartbreak."

I watch her toy with something in the small fire she'd built. Studying my surroundings I recognize the setting from my novel and I know which one. That's how I know without looking close there is a branding iron in the fire an A for adulterer on its business end. I moan in fear. I know if I have any chance of escaping this alive. I got to keep her talking.

"Cindy why didn't you just tell me how you felt?" I whisper.

"Why?"she becomes agitated. She takes the knife she holds and makes a superficial cut on my thigh making me hiss in pain.
"Nikki, Nikki, Nikki," she screams. She cuts my other thigh. I grit my teeth.
"I never could understand you. He leaves you pregnant. You let him come play house with you and your kids. You live celibate like you're married to some god and no one else is good enough. Watching you dote on him when he would walk through your door just made sick. She slices my thigh again going deeper. I cry out this time. She just continues her rant. All I can do is hope were not so far back that no one can see the fire. I continue to test my bindings.

"Your wrong he loves me." I say continuing to push her buttons. She has so much worse in store for me if I let her think on it.

"Love you." She laughs. "He doesn't love you he's never going to leave his trophy wife for you, even if this one divorces him he'll find another." She makes another cut on my thigh making me wince in pain. "He likes your submission. You will never be a keeper to him. You aren't a big boob playmate. He doesn't appreciate your kinda beauty. Only I have that appreciation and love for you. But my every attempt was pushed aside. I was there when you cried. Where was he? I'll tell you. He was home fucking his model wife." She slashes my stomach making me scream. I can feel the blood running down my stomach and legs. I'm in to much pain now I try to talk but all that comes out is a whimper. She continues the torturous slicing of my flesh.
"It's almost over love." She soothes. "Just one more thing before I end it for you." I hear her fussing with the fire. I know what's coming next and all I can do is whimper pathetically. I think I hear someone or is it just my imagination. I gather the last of my flagging strength and scream.

Nikki's POV

I had to threaten assault before finally I got my way. Now I help search a crazy amount of wooded acres for Jenny. There's no sign of her. I just know time is running out. We take a new trail when we hear a scream. It sends the group of searchers all rushing in the same direction. Entering the clearing I see Jenny she's covered in blood. My first thought is I'm to late. Her kidnapper stands behind her he no i correct myself she has a knife to Jenny's throat. How could I've not recognized Cindy. Weapons are drawn. One of the cops yells drop or I'll shoot. Cindy just smiles at me as she moves to take Jenny's life. She intended to die anyway. The officer must have realized it too because he takes the shot. I watch as both Cindy and Jenny hit the ground. I try to wrestle away from Kimo. He only lets go once he sure it's over. Running to her side I fall to my knees.

"Jenny." I cry. I hear a soft moan. Relief washes over me as I brush her hair from her face. A cop kneels down and cuts her free. I lift her gently Kimo steadies me so I can stand with her in my arms. One of the cops brings a blanket to wrap her in. I think I'm on automatic. All I know is I don't want to let her go. An ambulance arrives at the scene and I reluctantly let them take her. They won't let me go with her. I'm not her husband or close family. Kimo steers me to the car we came in.

"We'll follow them to the hospital Sixx." He says softly.

I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes - Paint it Black The Rolling Stones