My Heaven And My Hell

Out Of The Hospital 5/20/05

Nikki's POV

If she could have she would have ran out of the hospital. When you ask about her major aversion to the institutions. She will just tell you they just bore her to death and she likes living.

Once in the car I just can't help it I have to ask if she really writes porn.

"Hey Jenny I heard somewhere you write porn. Is it true?" I ask with a grin.

She groans softly.

"I prefer the term erotica." She huffs.

"How come I've never seen it?" I laugh.

"If you've seen Hustler or later Playboy you have." She sighs. "My pen name is Bliss Greyson."

"Huh I thought she was a blue eyed blonde." I shut up and I chuckle.

"It's ok you can say it. She has big tits." She snickers. That's actually Crystal. It was decided I didn't have the right look. she's sweet and good in bed but she couldn't write a whole sentence let alone a whole story."

I have a moment of jealousy.

"Really?" My voice low.

"Ah Nikki it was when I was pregnant with Mary. I was barely showing. I came to LA to coach her. She had to be me in interviews. Once they went from short one shots to short novels advertised in the magazines. It was before I saw you again and it didn't last long."

"Oh," I answer. "Aren't you annoyed that she is taking credit for your work?" Slightly changing the subject.

"Not really I felt like a hooker. They weren't really even stories at the beginning just imaginings. Something a person might masturbate to after reading. Once they became short novels it wasn't so bad. But I'm ok with her getting the attention. I get paid. She gets paid. Everyone wins."

"You still write them?" I grin.

"My contract is up this year. They are trying to get me to continue. I just don't have the time nor the desire."

"I guess that's it for Bliss Greyson then." I say as I pull into the driveway and park.

"May she rest in peace." Jenny sighs and smiles.

Jenny's POV

Nikki helps me out of the car and into the house. Donna sits at my dining room table reading a magazine. She looks up and smiles weakly. Damn I hope we can get along for twenty four hours.

I really want to go upstairs to my own room. I want to be able to reach my office. It's not going to happen though. Nikki takes me straight to the newly added guestroom. I grumble a bit but except my fate. He helps me get comfortable.

"Don't worry Charlie is getting your laptop." He laughs at my already bored expression.

"Thank you." I whisper. He tucks my hair behind my ears.

"I have to go." He says quietly.

"I know." I lower my eyes.

He gives my hand a gentle squeeze and leaves the room. The kids have come downstairs to says their goodbyes. This isn't so hard on them it's only a weekend this time. Donna walks him to the door and kisses him softly goodbye. Once he's out the door she smiles gleefully at me. The games have begun. I roll to my side and decide it's time for sleep. I don't feel like playing your reindeer games.

Donna's POV

It looks like little Miss Jenny has decided to sleep. It suits me just fine. The less contact the better. I look down to see Frankie. She is staring at me and has her little hands on her hips.

"You are gonna be nice to Miss Jenny, aren't you Mama?" She cocks her head at me.

"Of course sweetheart." I answer calmly.

I pick her up and hug her.

"Are you ready for school?" I ask.

"Yes we all are." She giggles.

"Yeah I get to drive the horde mobile." I grumble.

Jenny was awake and tapping away at her computer when I got back. She is wanting to avoid me as much as I want to avoid her. Her dogs lay at the foot of her bed snoring. They are beautiful Mastiffs and friendly. They had kept me and Nikki company earlier this morning. I pretend to read my magazine as I look her over. I don't see what keeps my husband straying. I try to see her as if I was seeing a person for the first time. Her eyes are a pretty dark brown. Her hair is natural black. I think she has some Native American features. She's petit. Physically she didn't seem his type. Her build is kinda childlike. Until you notice her hips and ass. I hadn't thought of her as a threat really. I had been just jerking Nikki's chain. I was still pissed about the drummer. I pushed him away and she had taken him in. If it wasn't for the kids I'd be wishing her dead on a daily basis. I got to get out of here for awhile. I change quickly in the bedroom and head out for a run.

Jenny's POV

Alone at last. I can't stand being immobile. I envy her run. I maneuver myself out of bed to go to the bathroom. Then I head to kitchen. I want tea. I'm pretty sure I can take care of myself for one day. I'm peeved everyone thinks I need a babysitter. Before I can even start to get anything down here comes Donna.

"You are not to be on your feet other then going to the bathroom and back." She reprimands.

"This my home and you are not my mother to tell me what to do." I say annoyed.

"One thing I do know is if anything happens to you or his spawn you are carrying. It won't be because you are a stubborn bitch. He will blame me." She says coldly.

"Fuck you I've been through worse and managed on my own. Why don't you get your cunt self out of my home." I hiss.

Oh God I'm feeling dizzy. I decide I need to go back to bed. I reluctantly let her help me back to the bedroom and into bed.

"I hate you." I whisper.

"I hate you too." She whispers back.

I close my eyes and drift off.