Loving my boyfriend's bestfriend /H.S/

Chapter 55: My greatest fear

I went outside to get some air while my parents and Harry's deliberate on when the wedding should be fixed. I noticed Tessa was also out alone. I thought i should keep her company. I just want to settle things with her. I will soon be getting married and i don't want another obstacle in the way of my marriage.

"Hey.." I walk closer to her, trying to get what she was looking at but there was nothing. She was lost in thoughts.

"Theresa." I call.

"I don't like being called that. You know that." She rolled her eyes at me.

"Sorry." I say. It's going to be hard to get into a conversation with her. She hates me so much after what i did.

"Why feel sorry? You did nothing wrong. You called me by my name. It's just that there are some things 'sorry' is meant for not this. We both know don't we?" She smiled weakly, taking a sip from the red wine in her hands.

"Tessa but it wasn't my fault. I didn't know he was there."

"Of course you didn't but you took my diary without my permission. How dare you?!"

"Tessa, it's been seven years!"

"But can never be forgotten!"

Tessa had been in love with only one guy and that day at their house she knew he was going to propose to her. She was so excited about it. I was checking my cell phone in her room when i got hold of her diary. To my surprise, Tessa was in love with another man before him.

"I can't believe this, Tessa you never told me you and Austin were dating." I said excitedly when i came outside. Austin was a top celebrity. I forgot to use past tense and that made everyone confused.

"Gosh, i wish i knew but what about John. Does he..." I took my eyes off the diary and noticed that John was about putting the ring in her finger. I could feel her anger circling round my body. It was like i was going to be thrown in the pit of hell.

"You ruined my life. You ruined my relationship with him because he believed you! I hate you so much, Elena."

"I'm sorry, Tessa. I really am. I wish we could go back to the way things were." I felt so sorry for her. She was broken.

"John left me. It can never be the same." She covered her face, ashamed of her tears.

"Some problems can be fixed you know."

I did what i should have done a long time ago. Tell John the truth and yes, he believed! He did. Luckily, he too was never in a relationship. They both looked like a teenager as they gave seductive glances towards each other. I left them to be together while Sharon and I went to shop for everything necessary for the wedding, including my dress. Oh, I'm so excited.

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Sharon and I were both at the mall when i saw someone's shadow getting close to me. It became so close. My greatest fear was right in front of me with a smirk on her face.