Song of the Chapter: Truce by Twenty One Pilots
Anna's POV
4 am.
It was 4 am and there was still no news. Tears roll down my face quietly again for the... Well I've lost count. I wanted dad or mum. I don't even know where mum was I knew she went to the police station to sort this out but she wouldn't have slept there so maybe she came back to the hotel. I go the the bathroom and my eye catches sight of the razor the hotel supplies.
No
No
No
Just call James
It's 4 am which makes it 1 am at home, don't wake him up
He said I could.
He was fucking lying.
No he wasn't
Anna! Stop believing people. No one cares only I do now pick up the razor.My arm itches for the blade and snapping the rubber band wasn't helping at all like it normally did. I dismantle the razor, leaving a small piece of metal in my palm. It meets my skin and glides across.
What the fuck am I doing?
I shakily grab my phone and press call on James' contact.
"Babe? Are you ok?"
"I-I'm s-sorry I-I d-didn't mean to w-wake you."
"No, no it's ok I wasn't asleep. What's wrong?"
"I me-messed up."
"A? Did you relapse?"
"Y-yes." Tears fall from my face and hit the cut. "Only once. I'm sorry."
"It's ok, I'm glad you called me."
"I want d-dad."
"I know baby and I wish I could be there with you, do you know where anyone is?"
"I th-think Gerard is n-next door."
"Ok do you think you could go get him?"
"I-I don't w-want to wake him."
"He won't mind, I promise you. Please go wake him or someone just so I know you are safe."
"O-ok."I start walking towards the door.
"Anna?" I turn around and see Gerard sitting on the couch, "where are you going?" He gets up and walks towards me.
"T-to f-find y-you." I cry as he embraces me.
"What's the matter? Are you ok?"
I shake my head.
"I-I'm sorry I r-relapsed."
I hear him audibly sigh.
"It's ok."
I remember James was still on the phone.
"I'm with him." I tell James.
"Ok, do you need me? I'll stay if you need."
"I-I think I'm ok, I'm sorry for waking you, please go to sleep."
"Are you sure? I'll stay if you want."
"N-no I-I'm safe."
"Ok baby, stay safe I'll talk to you later."
"Goodnight, I love you."
"I love you too."Once I hang up, Gerard takes me to the bathroom and rolls up my sleeve.
"It's only one," I say, "I realised what I was doing and called James."
"I'm proud of you, I know how hard that can be."
"He told me to wake someone and I was leaving because I thought you were in your room."
"No, I stayed here because I was worried about you."
"Do you know where mum is?"
"She came back to the hotel about 2 hours after you had fallen asleep, she's in her room. She said she'll come see you in the morning." He wraps the cut and gives me a hug. We sit on the couch and Gerard makes me a cup of tea."I just want my dad back, this is all my fault."
"What are you talking about? None of this is your fault."
"Yes it is, it's all my fault, if he didn't have me, he wouldn't be accused of giving a minor alcohol. I'm the minor Gee!"
"No it's the media's fault for only showing that section of the clip, it cuts off right before you give the beer to Sarah. Don't blame yourself for it, you know Brendon wouldn't like that at all."
"He'll be blaming himself, which isn't fair."
"And you think blaming yourself is?"
"I mean, yeah."
"It's not ok, this will all be ok and before you know it, you'll be back home with Brendon and Sarah."
"I really hope so."From Abigail: wtf is happening? Are you ok? Is Brendon ok?
To Abigail: I don't know, dad's in custody I'm scared and want him, also shouldn't you be asleep?
From Abigail: shit. And uh well I've been doing things all day and only just checked my phone and shouldn't you be asleep? Isn't it like 4 am for you?
To Abigail: yeah stuff happened and now im awake
From Abigail: oh I hope you're ok, i need you.
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