One evening, as Jungkook locked eyes with Taehyung, he knew this person has trouble written all over him.
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"What do you want?" He turned back and asked me annoyingly.
Cute. He has very cute doe eyes.
"Urm...you said you wanna paint? Are you...
"Jungkook. Do you have any problem loving me as who I am?"
I asked him as I desperately held onto him, worried that he will just slip away from me again.
When I notice him thinking and taking his time, I figured I know what is he gonna say next.
No.
I'm sure it will be a NO. I am so selfish to think Jungkook will go against his beloved brothers and choose to be with someone like me.
I felt defeated as I loosened my grips on him. I came all the way to fight for what I wanted but I ended up losing him.
After releasing my hold on him, I stood in front of him, emotionally exposed, feeling the vulnerability.
"No."
I looked up at him, another river of warm tears pooling and gliding down my stained cheeks. I felt the last bit of energy in my body being sucked out.
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"My mind said no Taehyung, I can never love a criminal, someone who kills, someone like V, someone who has no remorse."
He said it with so much conviction, it sent chills over my body. Realizing how terrible being V sounded from his perspective.
I nodded.
"But."
"B-but my heart's desire is screaming to me that I love you. I love Kim Taehyung a-and...I-I l-love V."
I closed my eyes and felt the heat creeping up my ears and a tight lump forming in my throat. It's a weird sensation but a feeling of relief at the same time?
I noticed it was the feeling of wanting to throw up earlier when Jungkook mentioned he didn't love V as per what his mind was saying.
Now that I heard what his heart desires, I felt the joy and bliss, nothing else.
I squeezed my eyes shut and let my body to slowly sink the words in. Banging my mind in a small victory dance that Jungkook's heart still desires for me. All of me.
I opened my eyes to be greeted by a pair of doe eyes. In such proximity that made my eyes squint.
"I love you. All of you."
I don't have to be convinced otherwise, I took my arms and wrapped around Jungkook's tiny waist locking them in with mine.
As I did, he cupped my cheeks and deepened our kiss once more. This time, I felt his soft lips on me, dangerously moving and sucking me making me breathless. I parted my lips for air when Jungkook took the chance to slide his tongue in finding mine.
