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Written by Shraddha_1D

Greetings everyone!

I know by seeing the title of this blog your eyes popped out in shock. There are questions in your mind like how to pronounce or if any word like this actually exists, what does this mean, and etc.

That's why I am here.

This word is one of my favourite words, available in the dictionary. Not only because of its length and tough pronunciation but also because of its beautiful meaning.

Oxford Dictionary describes the word as: Mauerbauertraurigkeit
n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like - as if all your social tastebuds suddenly went numb, leaving you unable to distinguish cheap politeness from the taste of genuine affection, unable to recognize flavours and ambiguous flavours, its long and delicate maturation, or the simple fact that each tasting is double-blind.

If we describe it in simple English, it is the emotional wall a person creates due to depression, heartbreak, anxiety etc. Yes, in the modern world of hustle and bustle, relationships are often not stable. The greedy world of competition often results in heartbreak.

A relationship always does not have to be among the lovers, it's also about the parent-child relationship, sibling relationship or just a simple friendship. Now, you guys must be wondering how do you suffer heartbreak at these above-mentioned relationships?

You do suffer when your parents are too busy with their work to look at you. When your siblings put up a fight with you. When your friends move out somewhere else. Your heart shatters. These people love you dearly, no doubt, but this continuous work pressure, peer pressure and stress from the competition of today's world, shoves you apart from your close ones.

This is the problem of maximum teenagers worldwide. Especially for introverts, who tend to be picky about everything. We introverts once hurt, get more introverted. We, who were born with an emotional wall and the fear of unacceptance in the world, now tend to be more introverted. Let me tell you a secret, we usually don't show our tears, we sulk in the corner of our room, pushing people out of our lives.

But you know what, sulking in the corner only hurts you more and according to psychologists this affects your physical health too. I was a sufferer. I still am a sufferer. That's why I started writing. Paper has more patience than people and they don't judge you. There was a time in my life when I was alone, my best friend moved to another town which was 130 km from mine, my working parents got busier with life. I am a single child.

This suffering affected heavily on my studies for a year. I used to roam in my house and school alone like a zombie. That's when my grandfather gifted me a diary. Believe me, this diary, storybooks and my grandfather became my anchor. I was stable. I already big dream bubble got bigger and stronger enough to not give a damn about others around me. Till now, I have only a few friends. Writing down the words of my heart was not enough, so I started Wattpading.

My life story is just an example. There are many people out there suffering the same. To all these people, stop self-harming, suicide and other shits. Try to find your anchor. Stabilize your world. You should be grateful for your life. Don't waste it on people and the society you can't change. Be the change you want to see.

After all, the word is beautiful not the feeling.

Regards,
Shraddha_1D.

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June 28, 2020 (Sunday)