My old friend [BTS fanfiction]

Award without Jennifer

Suga's POV:

As I walk past the living room where V and J-Hope are playing with Yeontan, RM suddenly comes in the room and tells us "Guys, we are nominated for the top group in the Billboard Music Awards!"
Our eyes widen and V asks "Wait~ Seriously?!"

RM nods smiling and we all shout in excitement before RM says "And we need to practice for the special Fake Love stage" We nod and we get up before going to the gym to start practicing the dance."

The other members come to the gym and Taehyung leaves Yeontan in the corner of the room, playing with his toy, so that he doesn't get stepped on while we rehearse.

At the end of the day

After I finish buttoning up my jacket I look at myself and take a deep breath before walking out of my room and going down the stairs. We all meet up in the hall and finally leave the house before getting in the van.

We get to the building of the event and quickly walk along the red carpet, avoiding the paparazzi and fans coming up to us. We get to our seats and the show starts before tonight's host tells us who will be performing tonight.

Before us, Billie Eilish is going to perform COPYCAT, Ariana Grande will sing Leave Me Lonely and Bruno Mars will sing 24 karat magic. While we wait for our turn to perform, we watch the other artists perform.

After our performance

Jungkook's POV:

The host take the name of the winner out of the envelope and says 'BTS', making our eyes widen. The crowd loudly cheers for us and our song plays in the background while the cameraman films us getting up.

We walk up the stage and the host gives us the award before J-Hope stands behind the mic and looks at everyone before starting his speech. After a minute or two I see him start to get emotional and he starts crying but holds back to not make a scene in from of everybody.

But I positively look at the crowd and look towards the singers to see that Jennifer isn't there, making me tear up that she didn't even care to come. While J-Hope starts to get supported by Jimin hugging him I quietly start sobbing.

This makes me sad because when Jennifer left us, we were destroyed and all the hope we had vanished. We were so discouraged that we had a few meetings about disbandment. J-Hope thanks ARMY after saying all he could get out of him and Jin goes up to the mic before saying "I can't believe that we got this award, after all that we've gone through.."

I see him get even more emotional when he says that we talked about whether we should disband or not. The crowd starts screaming when they hear that and I see V lean over and start sobbing, not able to hold back his tears.

I come up to him and lean him back up before turning him to me and hugging him tightly. We sob into each other's arms and Jin finishes his speech before Jimin starts talking through the microphone.

I walk up to the other members and go to J-Hope before I ask "How are you doing?" He shrugs and looks at the crowd before answering "I fell happy that we won this award, but it saddens me that Jennifer can't live this moment with us."

Tears fall down our cheeks as I nod agreeing and after Suga says some things to the camera we all get pulled into a group hug and Suga jumps up and down to cheer us up. We pull away and thank the host and the crowd once more before walking away and getting backstage to leave the building.

Most of members who are crying pat their tears off with a tissue while we get in the van and RM keepers the trophy by his side while we drive away. I quietly sob against the window and think of Jennifer.

J-Hope's POV:

Not seing Jennifer in the crowd was really painful to witness, it's like parents not coming to their own son's funeral. It hurt a lot, but I had the members and that's what matters now. I'm really happy to have won this award with them.

Jimin's POV:

We get home and change back into our old clothes before I go into the gym to work out while V plays with his dog and the others watch TV. I put on my headphones and turn on the playlist of my favorite BTS songs while I punch the boxing bag.

I think of Jennifer dating someone and I imagine myself punching the guy she's dating, which gives me energy to punch more.

Jennifer's POV:

After letting in the photographer to do the photoshoot with me I ask him "How is this even gonna work? We can see that I'm a little big, people are gonna notice something's different when they will look at the pictures."

We reassures me as he starts setting up his equipment "Don't worry, you're wearing outfits that'll change your curves. If it's still visible, we'll just edit the photo and make you thinner" I nod and he gives me the first outfit before I run up the stairs and change into it.

I get back downstairs and he tells me to lay on the couch while he sets up the camera. I do as he says and sit on the couch as I lay my chest on the back of the sofa. He explains to me how he wants me to look and we start shooting.

While he takes pictures he tells me "You look great, and the belly is barely visible. I think you can pass as a non-pregnant woman in these pictures" and I blush and smile at his compliments before replying "For a photographer, you're really talkative!"

He chuckles and apologizes before smile and say as I pose "It's fine, it comforts me" He smiles and does a few more shots before telling me that the first set is over and that I need to change into the second and last outfit.

I nod and get up before he gives me the outfit, I run up to my room and change into it before coming back down with the first outfit folded in my hands. I give it back and he thanks me before asking me to sit at the window and looking through it.

I do so and sit on the small space in front of the window before slightly hugging my knees and looking through the window. I ask the photographer as he starts taking pictures "What's your name?" and he answers "David" before I smile and repeat the name under my breath.

I call his name and he hums before I ask him "When will the baby start kicking?" He explains as he continues taking pictures "During the third month, so for you it will start in a week or two" I nod and continue posing before smirking "How do you know all that stuff?"

He blushes as he takes one last picture "My sister has twins" I smile and look over at him before he tells me the shooting's over. I nod and get up before we walk to the kitchen and he asks me as he packs his stuff "Hey, um... would you like to have dinner with me, sometime?"

I smile and reply as I lean against the pole of the kitchen "Are you asking out a pregnant girl?" He chuckles and nods before I giggle and nod before pulling out my number from the key bowl and giving it to him. He smiles and thanks me before I let him leave, I smile and walk back I to my living room before sitting on the couch and turning on the television.