Begging For His Love(EDITING) (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty Five

CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE

Laughs and tears that will never be forgotten. Different colors of balloons surround the room. There are only a few yellow and pink balloons on her room because those colors are one of her favorite. She faced me and smiled beautifully. Masaya akong makikitang masaya si Amirn. Looking my baby so bubbly and energetic again this close was one of the best memories I stored in my mind. Wearing her white dress that I gave to her on her last birthday looks so beautiful on her. She laughs with her tita Maria and manang Edna like there's no tomorrow. She jump out of the couch and start on dancing like a cutie patotie. Looking back on what had happened for the past years was never been good to me. Amirn was my treasure, my baby, my sunshine and ofcourse my life and not seeing her again makes me want to come with her wherever she goes. The only person I want to be with is my daughter.

After dancing infront of her tita and manang, Amirn Grace run towards on my direction, smiling widely at me and sometimes giggling while staring happily at me. I looked at her lovely, she's so cute!

Nang makarating siya sa pwesto ko ay agad ko siyang hinalikan sa pisngi. She did the same too and hugged me. I caressed her back and hugging her more tightly. She faced me and smiled at me sadly. The white dress she was wearing was now wet. She looks tired and exhausted. Her cheery face suddenly fades. Her lips were pale and tears came from her right eye. She rubbed my cheek and looked at me sadly.

"Mommy, stop worrying about me na po. It makes me sad knowing that you're hurting right now, mommy. I don't want to die yet but maybe dying this early has a purpose. Please, mommy, be strong, okay?"

Tears started to pooled in my eyes. The party that were celebrating right now was supposed to be her sixth birthday, no, this is not a dream! I don't want to wake up! Please! I want my baby back!

"A-Amirn...hindi ba pwedeng sumama si mommy sa'yo? A-Anak kasi h-hindi ko kaya...mommy will cry if your going to leave me again. Amirn, I love you, anak! Come back to mommy, baby ko."

She shooked her head and pouted her lips a bit. She looked at me one last time before kissing me on the lips and nodded her head after.

"Continue leaving even without me, mommy ko. Don't forget me ah? I love you mommy! Mommy love kita! Amirn grace loves you so much, mommy! Mwa!"

She give me a flying kiss before turning her back at me and smiling at me sadly one last time. I tried so hard to reached her and I swear to never let go but I can't move my feet. Nakatingin lamang ako sa kan'ya habang nasasaktan sa unti-unti niyang paglaho.

"Amillianza!"

I woke up with a pat on my cheek. I immediately sat up from bed and held my chest. My heart was beating so fast and in just a second tears starting to flow freely on my cheek. I covered my face with my two hands and start on sobbing hard. Sana ay hindi na lamang ako nagising! Gusto ko na doon! Mas maaalagaan ko si Amirn. Bakit ba hindi na lang ako hinayaang manatili sa panaginip kong 'yon?

"Anak, anong nangyari? Bakit ka umiiyak?"

Manang Edna sit beside me and hugged me. I shooked my head when she tried to removed my hands on my face.

"M-Manang, I s-saw my baby in my dream. Manang n-nakita ko po si Amirn! Bakit niyo po ako ginising? Sayang 'yun ma-manang makakasama ko na sana si Amirn at magiging m-masaya na kami!"

She gasped loudly on what I said. She forcefully removed my hands on my face and cupped my cheeks. Mas napa-iyak ako ng makitang umiiyak na rin si manang.

"A-Ano ka ba naman, Amillianza! Ano ba 'yang sinasabi mo?! Anong sasama ka?! Por dios por santong bata ka! H-Hindi mo ba alam na masakit din sa amin ang pagkawala ni Amirn?! Tapos ay gusto mo na ring mawala! Papaano kaming nagmamahal sa'yo!? Namatay na nga si Amirn ay mawawala ka rin sa amin?! Patayin mo na lang akong bata ka!"