Begging For His Love(EDITING) (COMPLETED)

Chapter Thirty Nine

CHAPTER THIRTY NINE

Burnnon stopped the car at the side of the road near on my house. After all the things that we did a while ago I can't seem to looked at him right now. My eyes were glued infront and I can't say anything. Kapwa tahimik kami at hindi nagsasalita. Hindi ko alam kung papaanong nangyari ang lahat ng 'yon. Naging mahina ako pagdating sa mga halik niya kaya hindi ko namalayan na nagpa-ubaya na rin ako kalaunan. I will admit that I liked his kisses. On how he treated me earlier while we shared our kiss I couldn’t help but like all of that. Hanggang ngayon ay ang lakas pa rin ng tibok ng puso ko at kulang na lang ay lumabas ito mismo sa dibdib ko.

"Hey..."

I gulped once by just hearing him talk. Simula ng halikan niya ko ay hindi na mapirmi ang puso ko. Hindi ko ito nagugustuhan dahil hindi ito tama. May asawa na kong tao at ang ginawa namin kanina ni Burnnon ay labag sa mata ng diyos at sa mata ng mga taong nakapaligid sa amin. What happened between us was a mistake.

"Did I hurt you earlier with what I d-did? I want to a-apologize because I bit you a few times. I just can’t seem to slow down. Namiss kasi kitang halikan."

Ayan na nga ba ang sinasabi ko. Kung kanina ay grabe ang tibok ng puso ko ngayon ay tila sumabog na ito ng tuluyan ng dahil sa sinabi niya. Parang nabingi ako sa kanyang sinabi. Biglang uminit sa loob ng kanyang kotse kahit na naka-on naman ang aircon nito. I do not want to talk because when that happens he may say something weird again and I will really die with the excessive force of it's impact on my heart.

"Stop this, Burnnon. We both know that you're not my husband. Stop flirting with me because this is a mistake."

Sa wakas at nagkaroon na rin ako ng lakas ng loob na tignan siya. Nakatitig lamang siya sa akin ng seryoso, hindi nagsasalita at pawang mga mata niya lamang ang gumagawa ng paraan para takutin ako ng ganito.

"I told you I won't stop even if it's you that going stop me, I am not going to back out. You just lost your memory...baby, but not your love for me. I can fucking feel it. The way you lick and suck my lips a while ago I knew it! I fucking knew it that I'm still the man that you love!"

"You're not! Hindi kita mahal! Nadala lang ako ng halik mo pero hanggang doon lang 'yon! Wala talaga! Stop being flirtatious whenever I'm around..."

I heard him sighed deeply and ruined his hair a bit.

"Why? Natatakot ka ba na sa pagiging malandi ko ay muli kitang makuha? You're mine, only mine from then until now. I will take you back to whoever you say is your husband because in the first place we did not separate. If you do not remember me I will make a way for you to remember even though I know that when you know everything, there is a possibility that you will leave me again. Tangina, kahit ano para lang maalala mo ko gagawin ko."

He hit the steering wheel once and put his forehead on it. Why is it that every time I try to stop him I feel like I am fighting myself? Ang hirap mong patigilin, Burnnon Jevren!

"This is the last time that we were making a mistake. Tumigil ka na, Burnnon. Walang patutunguhan 'tong mga pang-aakit mo."

I stared at him for a moment before deciding to get out of his car.

"Wait!"

Tinignan ko siya at tinaasan ng kilay.

"What?"

He lifted his gaze on me and lick his lips sensually. I immediately turned my eyes on his forehead because it doesn't seem so right. Dinilaan niya pa lang ang pang-ibabang labi niya ngunit ramdam ko na ang panghihina ko.

"Allow me."

"Allow you? Saan? Can you please get straight to the point? Sinasayang mo ang oras ko, Burnnon."