Begging For His Love(EDITING) (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty

CHAPTER TWENTY

Nagising akong wala na sa tabi ko si Burn. I roam around my eyes to see if he's still on my room. I was about to stand up when I heard a loud bang at the terrace. It was as if someone was releasing his frustration.

"What the fuck?! Didn't I told you to wait?! I know what I'm doing. Shut the fuck up." The anger on his voice was very evident. That's my husband. Bakit kaya siya galit? Maybe, it's from his work? Wala naman akong karapatan na manghimasok kung sa trabaho niya nga 'yon dahil hindi naman kasama sa pagiging asawa niya ang maging pakialamera at isa pa nirerespeto ko ng sobra ang sariling buhay ni Burn. We maybe husband and wife but I know my limitations.

I hissed under my breathe everytime I move my body to get up. I feel so sore down there. Last night was the most painful but best night on my entire life. We did it five times, at kung hindi ko pa siya tinulugan ay malamang umabot pa kami ng pito. He couldn't be controlled. Kapag gusto niya ay kailangang masunod, hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako sa katunayan ay nagustuhan ko, ang kaso para akong binugbog dahil sa sakit ng katawan ko. Nang tuluyan ng makatayo ay siya namang pagpasok niyang muli sa kwarto ko. I give him a simple but sweet smile.

"Are you okay? It's too early in the morning and you're mad. What's the problem?"

"Y-Yeah, it was T-Tiger. Kinukulit lang ako about sa shoot. Sabi ko I'll pass, it's sunday and I want to spend my weekend with my family." He looks so uneasy. I doubt if everything is really okay but I trust him so I erase my doubt on him immediately.

Sabay kaming lumingon sa pinto ng may kumatok ng malakas at kasabay ng pagbukas nito. It was my baby Amirn, still wearing her yellow pajama that makes her look more cute. Namumungay pa ang kaniyang mga mata habang papalapit sa amin. Nakanguso siya habang hawak hawak ang stuff toy na binigay sa kaniya noon ni Louigie.

"My, I had a bad dream. Kinuha daw po ako ng monster. Mommy, kargaaa."

Malungkot ang kaniyang boses habang sinasabi ito. Halatang kagagaling niya lang sa iyak, kakargahin ko na sana siya ng maunahan ako ni Burn at siya na ang bumuhat sa aming anak. He removed the few hairs that had blocked Amirn's face and kiss her on the cheek. The girl's face immediately reddened and hid in his neck.

Doon ko narinig ang impit na pag-iyak ni Amirn. Kung ano man ang napanaginipan niya ay talagang mukhang nakakatakot nga ito. Nag-angat si Amirn ng tingin sa akin habang may tumutulong luha sa kaniyang mga mata. Agad akong nakaramdam ng awa kay Amirn. I wiped her tears and kiss her forehead. Burn did the same. Unti unti siyang tumahan at hinawakan ang pisngi ng kaniyang daddy.

"Da-Daddy, promise me ha? Don't let the monsters get me and don't let mommy die. Nipanaginipan ko po na after the monsters succeed on getting me, pinatay po nila si mommy! Daddy mangako ka! Don't let us die, okay po ba?"

I sighed on what she said to her father. Whatever that dream may be, i just pray that it will be erased in her mind immediately. She looked so scared and so uneasy and i am too. Amirn's feelings is important to me.

Burn nodded his head and rubbed our daughter's back. Hinele niya ng kaunti habang ako ay nakatingin lamang sa kanila. Seeing them like this made me so happy and contented. Isa 'to sa pangarap ko na unti-unti ng natutupad. Nag-angat ng ulo si Amirn habang hinehele pa rin siya ni Burn, I smile at her and she just pout her lips.

"Mommy, why are you not wearing any shirt? Di ka po ba nahihiya sa akin?"

I was startled by her sudden question. I look at my chest and saw that I am only wearing my bra, mabuti na lamang at natatakpan ng comforter ang pang-ibaba ko. Tinitigan ako ni Burn na may halong pang-aasar. He moved his brows up and down and pouted his lips a bit. Ang galing mang-asar palibhasa wala nang kailangan.