Begging For His Love(EDITING) (COMPLETED)

Chapter Fifty Five

CHAPTER FIFTY FIVE

It was exactly ten o'clock in the evening when Louigie and Maria decided to go upstairs to take a rest. Tiger and his girlfriend came home earlier because they said they did not bring extra clothes so that they could have a replacement and they can sleep here just in case.

Pagkatapos ng nangyari kaninang iyakan sa amin ni Burnnon ay hindi na siya umalis sa tabi ko. Nakapulupot lang ang kanyang mga kamay sa aking beywang at nakasiksik na parang batang mawawala kung mabibitaw siya sa akin. He keeps on whispering how much he loves me and will kissed my cheek multiple times.

Inaasar siya ng paulit-ulit ni Tiger ngunit bibigyan niya lamang ito ng malutong na mura at babalik na sa pagkakasiksik sa aking tabi. Nagtagal kami ng ilang oras pa kanina sa baba dahil sabi ni Louigie ay magandang panibagong simula daw ang gabi na ito para sa amin ng kanyang kapatid.

Honestly, I felt so relieved that we're both okay now. I finally freed myself from all the hatred and agony that I felt because of him. Burnnon is my life, I thought that the life I had once will just remain a memory in my mind. Good thing that he didn't give up easily on me. He managed to stay even though I've been so cruel to him. I regret everything that I did unintentionally to him. It was my hatred from myself that I didn't realize that it was slowly eating me.

Kung ano man ang nangyari sa mga nakalipas na taon ay mabuti pang hayaan na lamang ito at huwag ng buksan pa. May mga bagay kasi sa buhay natin na hindi na kailangang balikan pa hindi dahil takot pa rin sa kahapong nagdaan kundi dahil alam mo sa sarili mo na tanggap mo na lahat.

The bad events that happened to me and Burnnon cannot be changed but I will leave them in the past and never go back. Hindi magandang balikan ang sugat ng kahapon. Siguro ay gagamitin ko na lamang itong kalakasan upang mas maging maayos ang aming pagsasama.

"Burnnon, kukuha lang ako ng damit mo. Get up, go to the bathroom and take a shower."

I headed on his walk in closet and get his white sando together with his boxer briefs. I only prepapred these because I know that he does not usually wear any clothes when he sleeps.

Lalabas na sana ako upang ilapag ito sa kanyang kama ng mahagip ko ang isang picture frame na nakalagay sa gilid ng lagayan ng mga brief niya. It was a baby picture of Amirn. I smile sadly when I read the engraved word on the bottom of the wooden picture frame.

"My princess..."

Ilang minuto ko itong tinitigan bago nagpasiyang lumabas habang dala dala ito. Naabutan ko siyang nagpupunas ng buhok habang naka-upo sa gilid ng kama.

I carefully placed the picture frame on the side table of his bed and slowly climbed on the bed to hug his naked back. He sighed heavily and caress my arms placed on his stomach.

"I am now sober, baby, hindi pala panaginip yung kanina?"

I nodded my head and placed my chin on his shoulder. I tightened my hug with him as I remembered the picture frame I saw in his walk in closet.

"Hindi..."

"Hmmm, sorry again, I promise to be better. Hindi na ako magpapadala sa galit ko. Hindi na ulit kita sasaktan, Ami."

Ninanamnam ko ang mahigpit na yakap na ibinibigay ko sa kaniya. Not a single word wanted to come out of my lips. I am happy to hug him so tightly even if no conversation happens between us. He did not disappear for a long time but I feel that I did not spend much time with him because of what happened. Pakiramdam ko ay umalis siya at pumunta sa napakalayong lugar at ngayon lamang siya umuwi sa piling ko. I didn't realize that I miss him so much until now.