What Hurts The Most (kelly severide)

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female reader x kelly severide
prompt- 67
this was mentioned by CrackheadMonkeyChild i hope you enjoy :)
word count- 256 words
there's mentions of child loss.
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"I'm sorry Mr. and Mrs. Severide, she's gone." The doctor said to us. I fought back tears.
"It's gonna be ok. We'll get through this." My husband said.
"Will we?"

(1 week later)
After we lost our 5 year old daughter to cancer, Kelly threw himself into work. I had to take a break.
I heard Kelly walk through the door.
"Hey I'm home."
"Hey." I said walking to the kitchen.
"I bought takeout."
"Thanks." He nodded and we sat down to eat.
"Don't you miss Allison?" I asked.
"Of course I miss her, why wouldn't I?"
"Well you threw yourself into work right after you died. You didn't take a break."
"I threw myself into work because I needed something to distract me from Ally. Don't you see that this hurts me too? She was our first daughter."
"I didn't mean to start anything I just don't understand how you could do it. I cry every night because I miss her so much. I'm terrified that the cancer was hereditary and I gave it to her. I ask myself every night why I beat the cancer and she didn't. She should've beat and I should've died from it."
"Don't say that. She's in a better place now and you know that."
"I know Kelly, but I miss her so much."
"I know y/n I miss her so much too."

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