Super auntie! (c.c. & s.m.)

Life sucks (chapter 51)

"Love is hard to find, hard to keep and hard to forget"
-Unknown

*Throwback*
*1 year ago*

Shawn POV

I woke up with a huge headache after last night's party. It was Monday and I had to go to work. I had a few interviews for a secretary, but all I wanted was to stay in bed all day. I got out of bed, but noticed there was someone in the bed.

,,Great..." I thought to myself.

I put on some clothes and looked at the person who was still asleep in my bed. Should I just wake her up and send her away or....

There is no "or". I've to go to work and this girl needs to leave.

,,Hey...girl? I don't know your name, but wake up." I said and shook her by her shoulders to wake up.

,,Oh.... Good morning, handsome." She said with a smirk.

,,Yeah, yeah. I need to go and so do you. So just get out of bed, put your shoes on, leave and never call me again. Okay?" I said and gave her a fake short smile.

,,You didn't like last night?" She asked swinging her eyelashes at me and put her hand on her tights.

,,I don't remember. So maybe I liked it or maybe not. Anyways, just go because I have better things to do now." I said and left the room and walked in my bathroom.

I was grossed out at the way I looked. What was I doing!? How did I end up like this? And all this because of what? Of a girl I can't even call because I'm a coward.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I took an aspirin hoping that the headache would go away as quickly as possible.

I walked back in the room I left the girl and I was relieved as I saw she wasn’t there anymore.

,,Girl the name I don't know? Are you still here?" I asked just to make sure she really left and as I didn't got a response, I was sure she left.

I took my stuff and started walking to the praxis. On the way there, I thought I recognized someone, but it was probably just the headache playing with my head so I just ignored it and continued walking to my praxis.

As I got there, there were already a lot of ladies. Oh boy...what a sea of one night stands.

I'll probably choose the one who it's the best, but also most unlikely for me to sleep with. At least, at work I have to be professional. And that's exactly what I did. I took a girl named Liliana and seemed pretty nice. She was good looking, but really annoying and I'd never touch her, so I gave her the job.

The day at work was again really stressful and all I could think about, was at what bar am I going to go after work. I was doing what I always wanted to do, but for some reason, I was still unhappy.

All I could think about was her and I hate that. I haven't seen her in moths and she probably doesn't even remember me anymore. She would've called me if she really missed me. She was probably a thousand times happier without me so I should let her go, but where is my happiness?

I wish I could at least see her and see with my eyes that she is happy and that she doesn't need me. She never needed me. I was the one who needed her. I am the one who needs her, but I'll never gonna be able to have her, if I continue living like this!

,,Shawn!" I heard a familiar voice enter the praxis even if I was just closing it.

As I turned around, I could see Ethan totally drunk and maybe also high.