Wallflower 2

Chapter 146

(Jade's P.O.V)
I woke up with the bright sun shining through the windows. Kian was still under me but he was still asleep. He's a pretty heavy sleeper. It's currently 1:30 pm. I got about an hour long nap. I'll be leaving tomorrow for a week to see Zoey and Alfie and I'm pretty excited but also sad to be leaving everybody. I'll be able to text, call, and FaceTime everybody so it'll all work out.
"Hey sleepy head." Sam said to me with a smile.
I carefully tried to get off of Kian but when I moved he pulled me back down to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me close to him everyone awed.
"Bean. Wake up." I poked Kian's cheek.
His eyes slowly opened.
"I need to get up." I said.
Kian let go of me and I got up. He sat up and stretched. I looked out the window and it was raining. I honestly love the rain. I always used to play outside in the rain when I was younger but as I got older I stayed inside since the rain became more calming and peaceful.
"I have an idea. How about we all go play in the rain." I said.
Everyone got excited at the thought of playing in the rain. We all took off our shoes and socks. I was just wearing a pair of black yoga shorts, a white crop top, and my neon green lacy bra. Same as earlier. Kian, Sam, Gilinsky, and Nash took off their shirts. We all went to the front door and stood there.
"On 3. 1,2,3!" I flung open the door.
We all ran outside and the water began soaking our clothes. We ran around the driveway yelling.
"It's cold but feels amazing!" Kian yelled.
My white crop top was sticking to me, making my neon green bra very visible. Taylor kept staring at my chest. Typical boy. I ran to the end of the driveway and spun around in a circle, letting the water soak my clothes and face even more. I laughed and tilted my head back and shut my eyes. I haven't had this much fun in a while. Going to the beach is fun but I love playing in the rain. Everybody was busy doing their own things to notice me.
"This is amazing!" I yelled.
"Who knew rain water could be so fun!" Andrea shouted back.
"I love the rain!" Sam yelled.
I continued spinning in the rain. When I stopped spinning, Taylor was right in front of me. I jumped and he laughed.
"You looked amazing while spinning in the rain. You looked as if you didn't have a care in the world." Taylor smiled.
"I really couldn't have a care in the world right now." I smiled back.
Taylor grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. I really hope he's going to kiss me. I don't like I'll freak out. I miss his lips a lot.
My thoughts were answered when Taylor pressed his hand to the side of my cheek and kissed me. I kissed him back and it felt amazing to finally kiss him again. We both smiled into the kiss and I felt like I was in a scene from one of those sappy chick flicks like The Notebook or something. I wish I could freeze this moment and take a picture and frame it to keep forever. I have my own little fairy tale with Taylor but this fairy tale is more realistic. It's not some picture-perfect life where we have no arguments and he treats me like a princess. It's kind of the opposite. Yeah he treats like a princess sometimes but we've hit really hard patches in our lives, got into fights, etc. We've had it all. But the thing is, we aren't together as a couple. It's odd I know. It's complicated but I really hope he asks me to be his soon.
"I love you." Taylor pulled away and said.
"I love you too." I smiled.
I brought my lips back to Taylor's again and wrapped my arms around his neck. I don't think I've kissed anyone in the rain. Kissing in the rain feels more magical and romantic.
We pulled away after a few minutes and smiled.
"Damn it feels good to kiss your lips again." Taylor smiled.
He grabbed my hand and we ran around in the rain with everybody else.
**
We ran around in the rain until it ended. We were out there for about 2 hours just running and having fun. We ran inside and we were soaked from head to toe. I went up to the bathroom and grabbed towels for everyone and threw the towels downstairs. Everyone grabbed a towel. Taylor grabbed his towel and came upstairs with me. I went to my room and he followed me. I grabbed a turquoise tank top and black yoga shorts. Also a new bra and underwear. I stripped down and Taylor watched me, biting his lip in the process. He stared my body down. This is probably the first time he's seen my body in weeks. After I finished getting dressed I brushed my hair and threw it up in a bun at the top of my head. Taylor changed his clothes as well. He just threw off his shirt and put on a new pair of jeans. As we were about to walk downstairs, Taylor grabbed me by my hips and pulled me back to him. He gave me a quick kiss on the lips and then we continued walking.
"I love you Jade Elizabeth." Taylor said.
"I love you too Tay." I smiled.
I sat down on the couch next to Matt and Kian. It's currently 3:30 pm. Everybody's hair still wet. I got a picture message from Kian so I checked it. It was a picture of Taylor and I kissing in the rain from earlier. Why does everybody always take photos of us? I like it though.
"Thanks Bean for taking that." I kissed Kian's cheek and he smiled.
"That was so much fun." Sam said.
"I agree. I haven't played out in the rain in years." Matt said.
"I'm glad we had that fun time. You'll be leaving tomorrow." Kian said as he looked at me.
"I know. I'll be back in a week though. It might go by fast. I'll miss you guys." I said.
"We'll miss you too." Andrea said.
"You can ride with Kian on the way to the airport and the rest of us can ride with each other tomorrow." Sam said and I nodded.
Taylor and I will only be gone for a week but I'll still miss everyone a lot. I went without the Magcon boys for about 4 months so I'll be fine. When you spend most of your life with a lot of people like the boys and girls, you find it somewhat hard to leave them for a little bit. Going to the store and being in my room alone is fine because I'll be coming back to them. But going on a week long trip away from them makes you miss them.
"It's almost 4. What should we do?" Andrea asked.
"We should go to the Hollywood sign!" Sam said.
"I've lived in California my whole life and I've only seen it once. Let's go right now." I smiled.
I ran outside with everyone and got into Kian's car with Matt, Gilinsky, and Sam. I'll be with Taylor for a week so I'm trying to spend some time with the others before I go.
I sat in the middle in the back seat, Gilinsky sat on my left, Matt sat on my right, Sam sat in the passenger seat in the front, and Kian drove. Kian plugged his phone into the aux cord and plugged the cord into his car. He played music from his own music. He played Small Town by Hoodie Allen. We all screamed out the lyrics and rolled the windows down. People probably thought that we looked like lunatics but we were having fun. Gilinsky had his arm around my shoulder and we were both singing. Little moments like this make me happy. It also makes me realize how much I love these guys. Kian kept playing music and we all kept singing until we reached the Hollywood sign. It took less that an hour to get to the Hollywood sign. When we arrived, everyone ran out of the car and started taking pictures including me. We were the only ones here surprisingly. Kian still played music but not as loud.
I got some great shots of the big sign. The Hollywood sign looked pretty just sitting there on the hill with the sun shining off of it. I sat down and enjoyed this moment. Sometimes it's nice to just sit and relax and take in all of your surroundings. It's really peaceful too.
"Hey pretty thing." Some said, scaring me when they spoke.
Gilinsky sat down next to me and smiled.
"You scared me Jack." I laughed and so did Gilinsky.
We sat in silence for a few minutes until Jack spoke up.
"You know, I really miss how close we were. Just a few weeks ago we hung out a lot and now we don't talk as much. I know that we've both been pretty busy but It still sucks. You're busy with Taylor and doing your own thing, and I'm busy with coming up with some new music. I miss you." Gilinsky said.
I felt really bad. Jack's right. I really have been focusing a lot on Taylor. I miss hanging out with the boys.
"I'm sorry for not talking to you as much. I miss you too. I'll try to text you a lot when I'm gone. You've been there for me through everything and I cannot thank you enough for that. You're a really great friend." I spoke.
Jack smiled and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. We stared at the Hollywood sign and talked more. I can't wait to leave tomorrow but I also don't want to leave everybody.
**
It's now 6 pm. We all had fun just relaxing at the Hollywood sign. I liked just relaxing.
We all got back into the cars and drove back to the house. I leaned against Gilinsky and he wrapped his arm around me. Kian played his music, like always and Jack and I talked amongst ourselves.
"I'll miss you when you leave tomorrow." Jack said.
"I'll miss you too." I said.
"Don't forget to text me and inform me on what you're doing. I've never met Alfie and Zoey but they seem like nice people. They'll take good care of you." Jack kissed my temple.
"I love you Jack. You're such a great friend." I smiled.
"I love you too Jade. Thanks for always being there for me." Jack kissed my cheek.
**
We arrived at the house an hour later since we stopped at a store to get water. It's 6:30 pm. I'm leaving tomorrow. I have to spend as much time as possible with everyone.
We're all just sitting around on the couch. I got up and walked upstairs to my room so I could get my phone charger and Taylor followed me. When I reached my room Taylor shut the door once he was in.
"What do you need Taylor?" I asked kindly.
"We're leaving in less than 24 hours for our flight. It's tomorrow at 1 pm. I'm so excited to meet Zoey and Alfie." Taylor said.
"I'm excited too. I still can't believe you got plane tickets so I could see them. I love you so much Taylor. You have no idea how much I love you." I said.
"I love you too baby. You mean the world to me." Taylor stepped towards me and closed the space between us.
He rubbed his thumb over my cheek and stared deep into my eyes.
"God your beautiful. Where have you been all my life?" Taylor said.
"Waiting." I smiled.
(That part is from 50 shades of grey. Yes I watched it. I watched it on a website at my house on my bday😂)
Taylor placed his other hand on my other cheek and he pulled my face to his. Our lips connected and we moved in perfect sync. I wrapped my arms around Taylor's torso. We walked to my bed, our lips never separating. Taylor gently laid me on the bed.
"Baby, as much as I want to I can't. I think we should wait a little bit longer so it can be more special. I know we've done it before but sometimes I just want it to be more special." Taylor said.
"I agree with you." I smiled.
"I love you princess." Taylor smiled back.
"I love you too." I pecked Taylor's lips.
We got up and walked back downstairs. I can't wait for tomorrow. I miss Zoey and Alfie.
**
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