Wallflower 2

Chapter 85

(Jade's P.O.V)

The next morning I got up and did my routine. I went downside and talk to everyone for a little bit but then my phone rang so I answered it and went outside by the pool.

"Hey baby girl." Matt spoke.

"Hey Matt. How are you?" I asked.

"Good you?"

"I'm ok. I really miss you. I know I keep saying that but this time it's different. I just want to hug you because then I'd feel better." I said and began to tear up.

"I miss you too Jade a lot. Last night I didn't get any sleep because I was worried about you. I love you so much. In a friend way though and I was worried that you'd do something stupid again." Matt said.

"I love you in a friend way too and I'm trying not to. I know it would hurt you and make you upset and I don't want you to be upset." I said.

"Thank you Jay. I really appreciate it." Matt said.

Our conversation went on for about two more hours and then he had to go. When he hung up I set my phone down and stared at it. Should I call Taylor?

I stared at my phone for about 10 more minutes and then I called him.

(Taylor's P.O.V)

Matt just got off of the phone with Jade. He was talking to her for like two hours. Matt walked out of the room I was in and All I ever need by Austin Mahone started to play. Jade. I can't do this anymore. I declined the call and slid my phone back into my pocket. I feel so bad about doing but I just can't stand it. I started to cry but I quickly wiped my tears away. I can't cry. I just can't. I'll feel weak. I already cried last month for like two weeks so that's enough. Jade's going to hate me when we get back.

Matt walked in and glared at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Don't play stupid Taylor. You've been ignoring Jade for like a month." Matt said.

"I know." I replied.

"God you're such a dick Taylor. Everyday she cries when I'm on the phone with her. She tells me she misses you and I and you don't even care." Matt said.

"I do care it's just-" I was cut off by Matt.

"Call her."

"What?" I asked.

"Call Jade right now and tell her you love her." Matt said.

"I can't Matt. Just leave me alone." I said.

"No! You're going to fucking call her god dammit!" Matt yelled and I jumped.

"Fine!" I yelled and grabbed my phone.

Matt sat down on my bed and I dialed Jade's number. The phone rang but no one answered.

(Jade's P.O.V)

My phone rang and I looked at it. Taylor. I denied the call and continued crying. I just want to sing my heart out. I grabbed my guitar and wiped my tears. I decided on Beside You by 5SOS since it kind of explains me right now. (I love 5SOS :3)

"She sleeps alone, my heart wants to come home, I wish I was, I wish I was beside you. She lays awake, I'm trying to find the words to say, I wish I was, I wish I was beside you." I sang out the chorus with all I had. I could care less if anyone heard me right now. When I finished Beside You and sang Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran.

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After I sang for a bit I got another call and it was from Taylor. I decided to just answer it.