Wallflower 2

Chapter 177

(Taylor's P.O.V)
I exited the house with tears rolling down my cheeks. I feel so bad for doing this to her but maybe it's for the best. I really do love her but let's just see how things go.
I drove back to the Magcon house and went straight to my room and shut the door. I took off my shirt and changed into a pair of sweats. I blasted depressing music and grabbed one of Jade's hoodie's that she left here and crawled into bed and held it close to me and cried. I don't care if I sound girly for crying. That girl was my life. Now all of the boys are going to be all over her. I just know they will. All of them has a crush on her. Some of them just has a small crush on her but they still like her. I see why they like her. She's perfect.
(Jade's P.O.V)
I sat there on the couch with tears streaming down my face. I was staring at the wall blankly. The door opened and Matt came in.
"Baby girl? You okay?" Matt asked but I didn't answer.
"I'm sorry for earlier. I just wanted to help-what the hell happened?" Matt kneeled down in front of me and stared at my blood shot eyes.
"We-we're taking a break. I lost him." I whispered.
"No. Oh god no." Matt whispered.
I just stared at the wall. Matt got out his phone and called Kian and Kian rushed over here. He told Kian what I said and he kneeled down in front of me as well.
"She hasn't moved from this position since I got here." Matt said.
"It's over. All the memories are flooding through my mind. All the forgiving was for nothing."
I whispered.
"Jade, I think it's best if we all come here to stay the night. Everyone else is on their way right now." Kian calmly said.
I snapped out of it and stood up. I engulfed Kian into a hug and sobbed into his chest.
"W-why m-e?" I sobbed.
Kian had his hand on the back of my head and his other hand around my torso. He buried his head in my neck.
"I'm so sorry Jade." Kian said.
The door opened and everyone else came in. Matt told them what had happened as I cried into Kian's chest. I don't know when I'll ever run out of tears.
"Jade, we're so sorry." Gilinsky said.
I pulled away from Kian and wiped my eyes.
"I'm going up to my room."  said.
I walked upstairs with someone following me. They shut the door when we got to my room. I turned around and saw Sammy standing there. He walked towards me and walked me to the bed and sat down. He pulled me on to him and laid back so I was on top of him. I cried and cried. I don't think I'll ever stop.
"Shhh. It's okay Liz. It's all going to work out." Sammy tried to calm me.
"W-what if it doesn't?" I said.
"It will babe. Just give it time. If you're better without Taylor then so be it." Sammy said.
"I-I love you." I sobbed.
"I love you too Jade." Sammy replied.
I closed my eyes and cried myself to sleep with Sammy rubbing circles on my back.
**
I woke up and sighed. It's 2:35 pm. I only took a few hour long nap. Sammy was under me awake. I stood up and walked downstairs where everyone was. They were talking and I went to the kitchen and grabbed and apple and some water. I ate my apple in the kitchen and Matt came in and stood in front of me.
"Are you okay?" He place his hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off.
"I know you're mad at me for earlier but we were all so worried about you." Matt said.
"You guys just couldn't let me let my anger out alone can you?" I said.
"Well when you're in a desert in a bad part of town, we tend to get upset and drag you back home." Matt said.
I finished my apple and threw it in the garbage.
"You guys are so paranoid. It's annoying." I scoffed.
Matt slammed his hand down on the counter, making me jump.
"Look, I don't know what your problem is with me, Kian, and Sam, but we're only trying to help you so I suggest you stop being so rude to us because we're just trying to keep you safe." Matt snapped.
He hasn't been angry with me before. It's kind of scary.
"I-I'm sorry." I stuttered.
Matt's face softened and he pulled me in for a hug. I laid my head on his chest and he rested his head on top of mine.
"I'm sorry baby girl. I didn't mean to snap like that. It's unlike me. I'm sorry." Matt said.
"It's okay." I replied.
Matt pulled away and kissed my forehead and then we walked out to the living room. Kian and Sam were just sitting there. They looked upset. I went up to Kian and hugged him. He hugged me back.
"I'm sorry for earlier." I whispered in his ear.
"It's okay." He whispered back.
I kissed his cheek, then hugged Sam and apologized as well.
"It's fine." Sam whispered.
I sat down on the couch in the middle of Kian and Sam. Kian wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer to him.
"Jade, why is there little pieces of glass on the floor?" Gilinsky pointed to the coffee table.
"Oh um, I threw some things earlier. I thought I cleaned it all up." I said.
Nash picked up the small pieces off of the table and threw them away and I thanked him.
"What should we do today?" Johnson asked.
"I don't know but if you guys decide to do something I'm just going to stay here." I said.
"We understand. We could all go to the beach." Sam said.
Everyone agrees to go except me. Jack G stayed here with me though while everyone else left. We sat there on separate couches and he came over to me and hugged me tightly.
"I'm so sorry about what's happened." Gilinsky apologized.
"Don't be. It's not your fault." I replied.
"I've really missed hanging out with you. We used to be so close but we're not as close anymore." He sighed.
"I miss you too." I said.
"How about I take you out? Just me and you. We can catch up on everything and you can just forget about Taylor for a little bit." Gilinsky said.
"I'd love that." I smiled.
"You wanna go right now?" Jack asked and I nodded.
"I'll text the boys and tell them where we're going to eat in a group chat." Jack said.
A few seconds later Jack's face dropped.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Taylor was always in our group chats so he's in this one." He said.
"Fuck." I whispered.
"I told them that I was taking you out and he replied with what the hell." Gilinsky said.
"Just forget him. It's okay. I'm going to change real quick." I walked upstairs and searched for some clothes.
I changed into a pair of black shorts and my turquoise MTV muscle tank. The MTV symbol was the dye. I slipped on my vans and grabbed my phone and walked back downstairs.
"You look cute." Jack smiled.
"Thanks." I blushed.
We walked out the door and into his car and he drove us somewhere.
Already Callin' You Mine came on the radio and I turned it up. I remember dancing to this with Taylor when we were really hyper one night. Jack and I began to sing it. Jack pulled into some restaurant and we walked inside. A waiter came over to us and we ordered. A little bit later we got our food and began to eat it. I just simply had chicken Alfredo, as usual.
"So, do you like anyone?" A curious Jack asked.
"Maybe." I smirked.
"Who?" Jack asked.
Well, I kind of like you, Sammy, and Joe. And obviously Taylor but that's a different story. Woah. I like Sammy and Gilinsky? Nah. Maybe I don't. I don't know. Ugh.
"People." I replied.
"What's are their names and do we know them?" Jack asked with a smirk.
"One question at a time my child." I said which made Jack and I laugh.
"I love Taylor obviously, but I can't tell you who else. Now, next subject. Who do you like?" I asked.
"A girl. She's a nice and cute girl." Jack answered.
I smiled and looked out the window of the restaurant. I saw Taylor with some brunette with way too much makeup coming inside.
"Jack, he's here." I said.
"Is he with someone?" Jack asked and I nodded.
Jack turned around and saw her.
"Ew. She wears way too much makeup and she looks trashy. Her skirt is way too short and tight. She has no ass either so why wear something that tight and she's so flat chested. You can tell she's wearing a double push up bra that's too small to make it look like she has boobs." Jack said and I began laughing.
"This is why I love you. You're so funny and you can make me laugh no matter what mood I'm in." I laughed.
"Just forget him. We could try to make him jealous." Jack suggested and I nodded.
"Okay. Just play along." Jack said.
We finished eating and set our plates aside. Jack "told me a joke" and I laughed.
"You're so funny." I smiled.
Jack put his hand over mine on the table.
"I'm so glad we decided to go on this date. It was a lot of fun." Gilinsky said.
"I've had lots of fun." I leaned over the table and kissed Jack on the cheek.
I could see Taylor getting mad out of the corner of my eye. Jack paid for the food and we stood up. He grabbed my hand and we locked our fingers together. We walked out the door and down the block before we pulled away.
"That was awesome! I could see him getting mad." Jack said.
"I know right! That was fun. Thank you so much for taking me out." I stood on my toes and hugged Jack.
"You're welcome. I had fun too."
Jack and I continued walking.
We were in town looking at all the shops.
"Let's go in here." I grabbed Jack's hand and dragged him into the store with stuffed animals.
What? I love stuffed animals. I found a panda bear stuffed animal and picked it up. It was so soft. I set it back down and continued walking.
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I hope you guys are liking this book. Comment who Jade should end up with (I vote Sammy lol) 
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